I have posted this more than several times. I still cannot find the “answer.” Do we really all need God or do we need God at the same caliber? Again, I think of people who I admire/envy that have it all put together w/o God. I wonder if my relationship with God is based on the fact I am considered “weaker” than most. It is difficult for me to find peace outside of the church, this is a personal experience, not true for all. I can make rash decisions, emotionally sensitive and most of my sins backfire against. I wonder what it is like to be strong w/o God. This is something I have always wanted to right about. Can a person breeze through life without God? God loves us whether we praise Him or not. Whether we take up our crosses or not.
Another way you might look at the subject is… do people need other people? Because God is Everywhere. You don’t really have to go far to find God.
What’s missing from Your life? You mentioned struggles, envious of what other have… that’s pretty normal and natural. I’ve had less than I have now, though, using my own self as an example, but I have enough, because I have God… or God has me, rather =)
Going to church is a good place, but are there things you can volunteer for? Move out of your comfort zone?
You’re not gonna find “The Answer” from any one person, place, or thing. Most of the times I find answers, I find them inside, with prayer, for example. I’m not talking about the kind of prayer that’s learned by rote, or praying for stuff and things I don’t necessarily need, but an Open sort of prayer, with the Feelings that I have.
Feelings can mess people up sometimes, so letting go of the negative, and trying to appreciate the Positives… yes I know. It sounds so easy, but it’s not. It takes Practice to move ones mind away from what one doesn’t feel they have. It’s hard to think about things that hurt, and hard to let go, at the same time.
Pray for people that have less than you. That’s a good place, I find =)
There’s people homeless and cold and on the streets, with mental illnesses that keep them from getting the help they need. Pray that God might find them, or send someone to help them up to a better place. Picture the children that are going to bed to night, without having had enough to eat. The Prayers, themselves, might not do a thing to feed them, but it helps with the refocusing your attention away from You, and onto what God might want to show you, instead.
God’s right there, and can hear you, even in your thoughts. We can’t get so far that God can’t find us, in any case <3