I started this Novena 2 days ago. I did not feel at peace with some of the sayings in it both times I prayed it now, in fact I ended up changing quite a few of the lines as I was praying along.
Let’s take for instance this line:
“O Joseph, most forceful, pray for us”
A search for this in Google quickly shows that it’s not really an official name given by the Church to St. Joseph:
google.com/search?q=%22O+Joseph,+most+forceful,+pray+for+us%22&num=50&hl=en&safe=active&client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla:en-US
fficial&hs=vim&filter=0
Another example is:
- “In fact, not only were you surrounded by the shining splendour of the rays of the Divine Sun, but you were splendidly reflected in the brilliant light of the mystic moon, the Blessed Virgin Mary.”
And this section which I find confusing and am still trying to understand:
- “O Glorious Patriarch, if the example of the ancient Jacob, who personally went to congratulate his favorite son, who was exalted on the throne of Egypt, served to bring all his progeny there, should not the example of Jesus and Mary, who honored thee with their greatest respect and trust, serve to bring me, thy devoted servant, to present thee with this precious cloak in thy honor.”
There are also the many statements, promises and pledges you make throughout this Novena which you may not be able to make in full Truth, nor may be able to keep (I skipped these or changed them to something I did know was True of myself or that I could try todo)
It also has an alledged statement of St. Theresa that reads “If you really want to believe in it, prove it to yourself by reciting the Novena - and you will be finally convinced.”
A search in Google shows that this statement only seems to be made in this book:
google.com/search?q=%22prove+it+to+yourself+by+reciting+the+Novena%22&num=50&hl=en&safe=active&client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla:en-US
fficial&hs=jhR&filter=0
Has this statement ever been verified? Did St. Theresa really say this?
I am thinking of swapping to the Novena offered by EWTN:
ewtn.com/Devotionals/novena/joseph.htm
In either case, has anyone else had this experience or am I alone in this?
I would love some reactions as I kinda feel lonely in my opinion on this, yet it seems the most correct thing before God and St. Joseph.
God Bless