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VitoJoe
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Hello my Brothers and Sisters
I suffer from congestive heart failure and a spine injury and I have a very weak immune system – being on antibiotics for my entire life.
I have been in and out of the hospital many times.
In January, my weight was 503. I have been able to bring down my weight down today to 361 lbs.
From February to March, I was home and the weight continued to pour off of me (never had bariatric surgery).
Then this virus came along and I started not feeling well.
And since then my life has been in the darkest place it ever has been. God said He would never leave nor forsake me. But I keep getting sicker and today I am sickest of all. Where is He?
Back in November, I could no longer walk. Friends had to push me in a wheelchair.
Now I only need a cane.
But I am very sick and even if it is not “the” virus and I just cannot get better. I am terrified.
While in the hospital in November, I got a call from a Housing Unit that I had applied for had a room open with a roll-in shower.
I figured it was God telling me to move there so I went and signed the paperwork. But I just knew I did not want to live there.
And because I had to keep going back into the hospital, I was unable to move into the apartment.
And then the virus struck and my happiness disappeared.
The housing people have been so understanding as they do not seem to want me moving in until this virus thing clears up anyway.
In closing, my very aggressive leftist sister who found out I was paying for a place I was not living in became furious and she has told me “You cannot live with Dad and Mom anymore.”
But my parents want me here. My Dad (who is 90) is so grateful for the rent I give him. But I cannot continue to pay more than one rent. With my parents, I will not be alone and depressed and I will be able to watch over them. I worry about their needs constantly. And here I can hopefully eventually get well.
Also, I feel so wrong about continuing to pay for a unit that I no longer need as I no longer need a roll-in shower as I am not in a wheelchair anymore. I think of paralyzed people who may need it.
And if my sister forces me to go into this housing unit, I will become so depressed and I cannot imagine getting better.
I am so sorry this post was so long. Here is my prayer request:
1 That I have the courage tomorrow to FINALLY call or email the housing people and say I have lost all this weight and no longer need the unit (the truth) and ask if I could be let out of the lease.
2 That I will have the courage to tell my sister this truth and that she will understand and not pressure me. (I am absolutely terrified of her.)
As an adult child of alcoholism and dysfunction, I have always been so afraid of people and what they will think. My abusive alcoholic older brother killed himself when I was 15.
I say the daily rosary (sometimes all 4 mysteries) for every single person who is praying for me. And I am about to start my daily Chaplet right now for all of your needs.
Thank you so very much.
I need your prayers that I get well physically (my chest is burning right now) and that I resolve these fear and financial issues.
VitoJoe
I suffer from congestive heart failure and a spine injury and I have a very weak immune system – being on antibiotics for my entire life.
I have been in and out of the hospital many times.
In January, my weight was 503. I have been able to bring down my weight down today to 361 lbs.
From February to March, I was home and the weight continued to pour off of me (never had bariatric surgery).
Then this virus came along and I started not feeling well.
And since then my life has been in the darkest place it ever has been. God said He would never leave nor forsake me. But I keep getting sicker and today I am sickest of all. Where is He?
Back in November, I could no longer walk. Friends had to push me in a wheelchair.
Now I only need a cane.
But I am very sick and even if it is not “the” virus and I just cannot get better. I am terrified.
While in the hospital in November, I got a call from a Housing Unit that I had applied for had a room open with a roll-in shower.
I figured it was God telling me to move there so I went and signed the paperwork. But I just knew I did not want to live there.
And because I had to keep going back into the hospital, I was unable to move into the apartment.
And then the virus struck and my happiness disappeared.
The housing people have been so understanding as they do not seem to want me moving in until this virus thing clears up anyway.
In closing, my very aggressive leftist sister who found out I was paying for a place I was not living in became furious and she has told me “You cannot live with Dad and Mom anymore.”
But my parents want me here. My Dad (who is 90) is so grateful for the rent I give him. But I cannot continue to pay more than one rent. With my parents, I will not be alone and depressed and I will be able to watch over them. I worry about their needs constantly. And here I can hopefully eventually get well.
Also, I feel so wrong about continuing to pay for a unit that I no longer need as I no longer need a roll-in shower as I am not in a wheelchair anymore. I think of paralyzed people who may need it.
And if my sister forces me to go into this housing unit, I will become so depressed and I cannot imagine getting better.
I am so sorry this post was so long. Here is my prayer request:
1 That I have the courage tomorrow to FINALLY call or email the housing people and say I have lost all this weight and no longer need the unit (the truth) and ask if I could be let out of the lease.
2 That I will have the courage to tell my sister this truth and that she will understand and not pressure me. (I am absolutely terrified of her.)
As an adult child of alcoholism and dysfunction, I have always been so afraid of people and what they will think. My abusive alcoholic older brother killed himself when I was 15.
I say the daily rosary (sometimes all 4 mysteries) for every single person who is praying for me. And I am about to start my daily Chaplet right now for all of your needs.
Thank you so very much.
I need your prayers that I get well physically (my chest is burning right now) and that I resolve these fear and financial issues.
VitoJoe
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