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Italia19
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I’m 17. I am interested in the supernatural. I heard about a catholic chapel where miracles supposedly have occurred (they claimed a lady with stage 4 leukemia was cured, among other things). I contacted someone over Chapel’s facebook page and they told me there have been apparitions of Mary and Jesus. Because of the apparitions and miracles I was intrigued and went. I wanted to see these supernatural occurrences. Yesterday my grandmother and I stopped in to the chapel to see it. When we got there we were shocked to see that it was in a small neighborhood at someones house. The chapel building was intended as a garage, they turned it into a chapel instead. They also had an expensive giftshop. My grandmother and I walked into the chapel and looked around. We walked out and saw there was a sign on the shop that said to ring that door bell. We did so and an elderly lady walked out of the house which is located on the same property and introduced herself. She opened the shop and we talked for a while. She told us about how she saw many apparitions of Jesus and could “see him just as if he were actually there in real life”. She said she is the only one who can see them. We went back into a chapel with her and continued our conversation. She was asking me about my plans after high school and I was telling her about the colleges I applied to, she then cut me off and said “when are you going to take the collar?”. I was flabbergasted, I knew what she meant. I told her I do not want to be part of the clergy and she told me the reason she had asked me if I had ever been an altar server was because when she saw me she “saw me being a priest” (referring to me being a priest, maybe she had a vision). I made an excuse to leave and promptly left.
I really really really do not want to be a priest. I cannot reiterate enough how strongly I feel that the priesthood is not my vocation. I have mental health problems and am very introverted. There are many other reasons but I am just not preist material. Not to mention I wouldn’t want to be a Catholic Priest with all the sex scandals in the church. I also want to have a wife someday and maybe kids, I don’t wanna die alone.
Now one of the “miracles” she told me about was that the Virgin mary leave glitter in the chapel. She showed me some glitter that was in the case with a statue of mary, she also showed me some on the floor. I could tell this was store bought glitter. Even if it were not, why would mary leave glitter?
Upon a quick internet search I found out that this chapel is not associated with the catholic church, it is not listed as a chapel nor a church nor an oratory on the official website of the diocese it is in. It seems like she bought a lot of religious articles, set them up in her garage and called it a chapel. perhaps it is all a scam to get people to buy stuff from her gift shop.
I don’t know but those last two points make me very wary about this. But her telling me I would be a priest has made me very upset because that is not what I want and after much prayer I feel that is not what god wants either.
Any thoughts?
I really really really do not want to be a priest. I cannot reiterate enough how strongly I feel that the priesthood is not my vocation. I have mental health problems and am very introverted. There are many other reasons but I am just not preist material. Not to mention I wouldn’t want to be a Catholic Priest with all the sex scandals in the church. I also want to have a wife someday and maybe kids, I don’t wanna die alone.
Now one of the “miracles” she told me about was that the Virgin mary leave glitter in the chapel. She showed me some glitter that was in the case with a statue of mary, she also showed me some on the floor. I could tell this was store bought glitter. Even if it were not, why would mary leave glitter?
Upon a quick internet search I found out that this chapel is not associated with the catholic church, it is not listed as a chapel nor a church nor an oratory on the official website of the diocese it is in. It seems like she bought a lot of religious articles, set them up in her garage and called it a chapel. perhaps it is all a scam to get people to buy stuff from her gift shop.
I don’t know but those last two points make me very wary about this. But her telling me I would be a priest has made me very upset because that is not what I want and after much prayer I feel that is not what god wants either.
Any thoughts?
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