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needleskane
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I am so sorry to have to ask of you all as I have my dug my own grave with my sin. Tonight I fell to one of my terrible sins I have been trying to eradicate from my life. Lately I have been very successful, but since it has been awhile since I have fallen I have lost the capabilities of dealing with guilt rationally. I suffer from anxiety/OCD and it is so hard to forgive myself…when I am in a state like I this I just pace around the house babbling and cringing like a lunatic. I would not wish this on anyone. And it is my own fault!!! My wife has left town for the next 5 days so I picked a pretty horrible time to fall. I will not call her and burden her with my sin, which means I am on my own.
Thank you all for being there.
Thank you all for being there.