Accepting God's will and love

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Hello everyone!

I have two disabilities which I’ve been diagnosed. When I was 20, I was suddenly paralyzed and had to use a wheelchair. I recovered, but later I found my symptoms worsening although I was able to walk. At age 23, I was diagnosed with an incurable genetic condition. This disease is progressive and there are no treatments. I also have a severe mental illness.

I need prayers to help accept God’s will for me. I am having a hard time accepting that I have disabilities, and I’ve been thinking that I’m undeserving of God’s love, or it’s because of original sin that made me disabled. My mom and dad are having an incredibly hard time accepting my condition and they feel like this is all just a dream. This led to my mom not allowing me to talk about disability openly. Overall, my situation is going downhill and I’m having more thoughts of unworthiness and shame.

I’ve also read in the Old Testament that disabilities were said to be “blemishes”, which led me to look down upon myself. I can’t understand why God has allowed the genetic defect to happen, and I’m now questioning God’s love for me. I’ve started to think that God doesn’t love me because the society doesn’t love me (because I have a mental illness and a disability) and therefore I’m not even classified as a human being or a living creature. I just know that I’m breathing.

I know that I love God because He has loved me when no one else would want to do so. I love God because He has taken care of me during my darkest hours with my physical disability, but I don’t think I’m at a worthy place to receive His love.

I would really appreciate your prayers. Thank you.
 
I have a mental condition too; it’s called psychosis. Basically, I hear voices that tell me to act out violence on children. I know that this disorder doesn’t define me and that God still loves me. The same is true for you; God loves His servants, the healthy ones and the sick ones. None of us are worthy of His love, but He gives out freely anyway – that’s how good He is. 🙂

I pray that God heals you. Amen.
 
Prayer for Peace of Mind

Fortify me with the grace of Your Holy Spirit,
and give Your peace to my soul that I may be
free from all needless anxiety, solicitude, and
worry. Help me to desire always that which is
pleasing and acceptable to You so that Your
will may be my will. Through Christ Our Lord,
amen.

– St. Frances Xavier Cabrini

@pulchraesamicamea: The blemishes mentioned
in the Hebrew scriptures pertain to priests, not ordinary
people. The idea behind the rules is to make sure every
priest is like other priests.

The rules do not negate their value or dignity. Nor do they
negate the value of other people. Please don’t like these
Scriptures prey on your mind. Get a good study Bible so
that you can read these Scriptures in context.

God bless you.
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Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

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Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

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Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

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Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name; Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with Thee, blessed art thou amongst women and blessed is the fruit of Thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. Amen.
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O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name; Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death, Amen.

Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world. x10

Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
 
Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

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Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

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For @pulchraesamicamea’s intentions,
we pray to the Lord:

Lord, hear our prayer.
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God loves you. God always loves you. He has a plan for you even though it might be difficult to see at this moment. Always remember- God loves you!

Jesus help me, your servant whom you have by your Precious Blood.
In every need let me come to you with humble trust saying Jesus help me In all my doubts, perplexities and temptations;
Jesus help me In hours of loneliness, weariness and trial;
Jesus help me In the failure of my plans and hopes;
Jesus help me In disappointments, troubles and sorrows
Jesus help me When I throw myself on your tender love as a Father and a Savior
Jesus help me When I feel impatient and my cross is heavy
Jesus help me When I am ill, and my head and hands cannot do their work
Jesus help me Always, always, in joys or sorrows, in falls and short-comings

Jesus help me.
Amen.✝️
 
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For @pulchraesamicamea’s intentions,
we pray to the Lord:

Lord, hear our prayer.
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