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Have you read “The Case for Christ” by Lee Strobel? If not, you definitely should. It talks about a lot of the questions you’ve been raising. Here’s the book: amazon.com/Case-Christ-Journalists-Personal-Investigation/dp/0310209307/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1277751280&sr=1-1 It’s extremely inexpensive if you buy it used, and it can come just like new.Couldn’t miss it![]()
Here’s another book about the historical Jesus that I expect you’d enjoy. “Evidence that Demands a Verdict” by Josh McDowell is a classic. I expect you could buy it very inexpensively too, if you got it used. amazon.com/Evidence-That-Demands-Verdict-Historical/dp/B000H2MQLC/ref=pd_cp_b_3
I also recommend looking at the lives of the saints, both their holiness and the supernatural phenomenon that surrounded them. These beautifully demonstrate the truth of Jesus Christ for any doubters. You might look at Padre Pio, for instance. Here are a couple good books about him that might bless your life with strengthened faith.
amazon.com/Meet-Padre-Pio-Beloved-Spiritual/dp/1569552495/ref=pd_sim_b_10
amazon.com/Padre-Pio-Bernard-C-Ruffin/dp/0879736739
The canonized saints are a great sign to us of the truth of Christianity, through their holiness and virtues as well as their miracles and mystical experiences.
The Chief Exorcist at Rome, Fr. Gabriele Amorth, shared about exorcism in this book: http://www.amazon.com/Exorcist-Tells-His-Story/dp/0898707102/ref=pd_sim_b_10 Knowing about what exorcists confront in their tasks might also confirm for you the supernatural realities of the Christian worldview.
There are so many good things worth reading, which might strengthen your faith! Christianity possesses a great treasure house of knowledge, for those willing to take the time. They’re intellectual helps, though, proofs that should help your intellect to assent more firmly to Catholicism, but won’t necessarily help you with bad feelings and interior attacks of doubt (which are independent of reason).
Prayer has to be the key for you, though, prayer (preferably through Mary) for faith to hold fast to God no matter what objections and interior attacks of feelings of unbelief or discouragement come your way. Keep praying and God will help you.
Are you attending Mass regularly? If so, that is important – if not, you’d best start
Keep praying and attending Mass and stand firm as long as you must, for eventually the trial will end and you will be gifted with the light of peace.