This is the struggle for me, because I have come to believe in the papal primacy quite strongly after seeing the failure of Orthodox ecclesiology to solve important issues, i.e. the failure to gather all the churches for a Great and Holy Council, the Constantinople-Moscow schism, and the schism between Antioch and Jerusalem. The papacy is the only logical, historical and apostolic answer to a broken ecclesiology that admits no earthly master and can summon no Council.
But on the other hand, I love the people in the Orthodox Church and cannot bring myself to leave, sensing it is not right for my soul at this time to become Catholic.