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stephaniepea
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I should start this by saying that this year and the things that i’ve experienced has strengthened my faith to a point it’s never been before. God saved my life and has answered all of my prayers and has rewarded me with a tremendous love for life and has cured me of my fear of death. about 3 months ago i began to develop sleep paralysis. i would “wake up” but not be able to move and i would feel pressure pushing me down into the bed, sometimes feeling like i’m suffocating. then i began getting nightmares, alot of them i didnt remember but the ones i did were filled with death and darkness. starting about 4 weeks ago the night terrors began. i would be afraid to sleep so much that i would fall asleep nearly at sunrise and then have to take multiple naps during the day. the night terrors are a daily occurence now. and theyve begun to become so specific that im terrified and anxious all the time. last night i put on a bracelet rosary and i had a dream that something jumped on my back and was biting my hand. i opened my eyes and saw (im calling them demons though i cant be sure) a demon with a long black serpent tongue wrapped around my hand. i repeated as bravely as i could “God protects me. Jesus protects me.” and the dream ended right away. other dreams include a naked woman telling me i cant tell anyone about my dreams or they will get worse and then when i told my dad flames erupted around me and as i was chanting while holding my cross (i wear a gold cross) “jesus is with me. god is with me.” the cross broke and the demon began vomiting up rosaries. i also had a dream that i was a completely different person that had to keep reliving their death until they found peace with God, but as she was about to join him a devil appeared and her and a few others began an exorcism. i remember very clearly them chanting “you are the devil incarnate” ive also had dreams about being grabbed by the feet and being pulled up through the ceiling. like i said my faith is stronger than ever and i wonder if its opened me up to darker things, I wasn’t leading a very good life up until this point I’ve changed so much as a person in the last year. however I also went through medical trauma and am taking alot of medications, mostly anti anxieties. (however ive been on the meds alot longer than ive been having the dreams) my psychiatrist has done nothing to help me and i called to switch doctors this morning but my mom is a very devout catholic woman who believes this is something more, just wondering if theres anyone out there who has experienced or heard of anything like this or has any prayers or advice or anything like that. these dreams make me feel insane and sad and scared. this is my first time posting so i hope my format is okay. honestly just even if you took the time to read this i appreciate you.