Blasphemous and depressive thoughts in the middle of the night

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I’ve been having mental health problems lately and lately when I wake up during the night (bathroom, etc) I’ve had problems with violent negative emotions and blasphemous thoughts such as “It’s impossible for me to overcome my sins. God has damned me,” and so on. And I’m reminded that despite persistent prayer I haven’t made much progress. Prayer during the night does nothing to keep the thoughts at bay but when I wake up I feel more normal, except for a lot of guilt and a nagging worry I’ve sinned mortally. Any advice?
 
I had heard that the devil calls you by your sins while God you by your name. Good to know.

My tip to you would be whenever this happens to launch a counter strike by praying 3 Haily Marys and Glory Be.

I had learned from Mark Hart, the Bible geek, praying the Hail Mary is very effective when dealing with such. You might also get a flask of holy water from the baptismal font at your church and keep with you at home apply routinely. Hope this helps. Lastly, you might also consider start praying to St. Joseph, the terror of demons, for his very powerful intercession.
 
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I’ve been having mental health problems lately and lately when I wake up during the night (bathroom, etc) I’ve had problems with violent negative emotions and blasphemous thoughts such as “It’s impossible for me to overcome my sins. God has damned me,” and so on. And I’m reminded that despite persistent prayer I haven’t made much progress. Prayer during the night does nothing to keep the thoughts at bay but when I wake up I feel more normal, except for a lot of guilt and a nagging worry I’ve sinned mortally. Any advice?
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Keep praying anyway.

I don’t always sleep well, due to various health reasons.

On top of that, we have a 20 year old kitty with various health issues of her own. She is very restless, and I watch her carefully. She doesn’t sleep well herself anymore, and she’ll often wake me up while I’m sleeping.

I’ll pray to my Guardian Angel for help with protection and comfort. God provided the Angels to us, to help us and to guide us.

There is also the St. Michael the Archangel prayer, and the Chaplet of St. Michael the Archangel, too. In the Chaplet of St. Michael, you are also addressing the other choirs of angels. I’ll post a link to it here, in case you would like to take a look at it.

EWTN also put out a lovely video of Mother Angelica praying the Chaplet, too.

God bless you. I know what it’s like to be awake at night. I’ll say some prayers for you that you may find peace. ❤️

Here is the Chaplet of St. Michael from EWTNs website:

https://www.ewtn.com/devotionals/prayers/chaplet-of-st-michael.htm

Here is the YouTube video of Mother Angelica reciting the Chaplet of St. Michael:

 
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I don’t think your thoughts are blasphemous, because they don’t mean to fight God. You are just lost in self guilt and despair.
Think of this - only God can forgive you because against Him you have sinned. Maybe Psalm 51 can help you when you wake up all sad and depressed.
Prayers for you that you let Christ show you His might. And definitely that you find a priest who can help you with all this.
 
I’m not joking. Take a sleeping tablet. I have to sometimes.
 
Need to have own power, to resist any intruders in personal space. I think this can be also negative vibrations from socium that blashpmy every day or from demonic agressors.

From birth you have your rights. Emotional, mental freedom. Natural sende of prosperity.

But intersect with any religion you can give his rights and receive previlegies (and punisments. Like privilegiues marriage registration, with lossing rights teach your childrens, or like privilegie rule car, but from birts you have right move with out driving privilegies). Therefore i say that need power for preserving his own sequrity. Avoid “false” love when third times, “brothers” betray you. As jesus told: “if brother sins against you, talk with him, if no effekt, talk with church. If no effect- you free, and this betrayers let be like gentiles”

Let Bible principles and spirit of saints lead and help you. I knows that people that move drugs propaganda and seek prisoners of drugs, every day profane holy spirit and increase blashpemy. Revelation 21 say that “no more” for this evils.
 
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