1 God of my fathers, LORD of mercy. you who have made all things by your word
2 And in your wisdom have established man to rule the creatures produced by you,
3 To govern the world in holiness and justice, and to render judgment in integrity of heart:
4 Give me Wisdom, the attendant at your throne, and reject me not from among your children;
5 For I am your servant, the son of your handmaid, a man weak and short-lived and lacking in comprehension of judgment and of laws.
I can certainly resonate with that prayer.