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pinklily
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Hello! I’m new here so I apologize if this isn’t in the right section…I’m 14 years old and I don’t really have a religious background. I’ve only recently found God(2 1/2 months ago). I have a lot of questions and I don’t have anyone else to ask. My family isn’t religious. They aren’t atheists but they don’t follow the catholic faith or any religion. I’ve gone to church twice…I think. I don’t even own a bible so I was hoping someone could help me understand a few things. Around the end of March I came across this video about nuns. I thought it was wonderful. The life of a nun is everything that I’ve ever wanted in life. Growing your own food, helping others, praying all day, building your relationship with God, living a solitary lifestyle( not owning many things), and living in that kind of community. Plus they have a cat
So that night I prayed. I didn’t really know how to pray but I did my best. It was the most amazing feeling. I could literally feel my heart become warmer(if that makes sense). I could feel warmth and I felt loved and I just cried. Over the past couple of months, anytime I have felt that the idea of becoming a nun is silly, I feel a sense of reassurance. I feel that it’s what I’m meant to do. I feel happier when I think about it. Recently, I’ve felt the urge to go to a catholic school. I don’t know why. I honestly can’t explain it but I know that I have to do it. It’s like this weird feeling that I just have to do it with no question. I told my mom who is open to the idea and has even started researching schools for me. I’m still not sure if this is the right. If anyone has suggestions or opinions on callings, catholic schools, bibles, etc they would all be greatly appreciated. I’m really not sure where to start. Again, sorry if this is in the wrong section.
So that night I prayed. I didn’t really know how to pray but I did my best. It was the most amazing feeling. I could literally feel my heart become warmer(if that makes sense). I could feel warmth and I felt loved and I just cried. Over the past couple of months, anytime I have felt that the idea of becoming a nun is silly, I feel a sense of reassurance. I feel that it’s what I’m meant to do. I feel happier when I think about it. Recently, I’ve felt the urge to go to a catholic school. I don’t know why. I honestly can’t explain it but I know that I have to do it. It’s like this weird feeling that I just have to do it with no question. I told my mom who is open to the idea and has even started researching schools for me. I’m still not sure if this is the right. If anyone has suggestions or opinions on callings, catholic schools, bibles, etc they would all be greatly appreciated. I’m really not sure where to start. Again, sorry if this is in the wrong section.