@pianistclare and @FrDavid96 ok, thank you. It’s really hard for me to get off the internet but like father David’s opinion was very important to me, I thought it could do only good to me.
Just think of it this way:
If you can speak frankly with strangers online, then you should be able to talk about this with the man who is charged with shepherding you. Your priest is the best venue and will help you. He loves his people, and he wants you to be at peace. God bless you. I will pray for you.
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