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shata2269
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Hello there all,
I am brand new to these forums and usually come through looking for advice and inspiration but had to post regarding this issue.
I have had this problem for almost ten years. It started the day before my 17th birthday. I am now 26 and find myself still battling these thoughts. I dont know where they came from and just know that the past couple of days have caused me immense anxiety and panic attacks. I say prayers every night, am saying a novena now and and bless myself and drink holy water every night. Its an everyday battle. I am actually going to a therapist right now and have an appointment this coming friday. I pray to the Good Lord every night that some day i will no longer fear satan or possession and never have to deal with it again. Every day it creeps up and the panic starts. I have done some emotional freedom therapies with my therapist which have helped because the anxiety and panic attack isnt as bad as it was but i feel i still have a ways to go. I do not take pleasure in the original posters grief but i must admit i was comforted because Im not alone.
its like every night i wait to get possessed and dare it which is soo weird bc its obviously the opposite of what i want. I feel foolish and stupid for writing this but if we work together and are a support system for each other maybe we can help each other through all of this. So just know… you are not alone. Tonight I will pray for you and for some relief.
My therapist said that fear of the devil is quite common, which surprised me but someone mentioned above that he distracts us and uses fear instead of love. If anyone has any insight please share.
Not sure how i will sleep tonight but i pray that everyone sleeps well! Look forward to speaking and hearing everyones opinions and insights!
God Bless!
Tasha =D
I am brand new to these forums and usually come through looking for advice and inspiration but had to post regarding this issue.
I have had this problem for almost ten years. It started the day before my 17th birthday. I am now 26 and find myself still battling these thoughts. I dont know where they came from and just know that the past couple of days have caused me immense anxiety and panic attacks. I say prayers every night, am saying a novena now and and bless myself and drink holy water every night. Its an everyday battle. I am actually going to a therapist right now and have an appointment this coming friday. I pray to the Good Lord every night that some day i will no longer fear satan or possession and never have to deal with it again. Every day it creeps up and the panic starts. I have done some emotional freedom therapies with my therapist which have helped because the anxiety and panic attack isnt as bad as it was but i feel i still have a ways to go. I do not take pleasure in the original posters grief but i must admit i was comforted because Im not alone.
its like every night i wait to get possessed and dare it which is soo weird bc its obviously the opposite of what i want. I feel foolish and stupid for writing this but if we work together and are a support system for each other maybe we can help each other through all of this. So just know… you are not alone. Tonight I will pray for you and for some relief.
My therapist said that fear of the devil is quite common, which surprised me but someone mentioned above that he distracts us and uses fear instead of love. If anyone has any insight please share.
Not sure how i will sleep tonight but i pray that everyone sleeps well! Look forward to speaking and hearing everyones opinions and insights!
God Bless!
Tasha =D