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MangoBee
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I’m really fearful of demons, demonic possession, demonic obsession, etc. I suffer from OCD, so the “topic” of my OCD fears kind of cycles and sometimes settles on demons. Can being intensely fearful of demons make me more susceptible to them?
For example, recently I was chatting with friends about a surveillance video that had been taken in a parish near us, in which there appear to be some sort of spirits moving around the church at night. One friend commented that seeking out the paranormal and such can open you up to bad influences. I got very scared to even talk about that kind of video because I was worried that talking about it might mean opening myself to something evil. But then I ended up mentioning it to a family member despite my worries about opening myself up and since then I’ve felt distracted and not myself and more sinful and I fear that now there may be some demonic influence trying to attack me. It seems like, for a normal non-worried person, talking about a “ghost video” probably wouldn’t invite anything in, but maybe because I was already thinking it might open me up to something bad and spoke of it anyway, maybe it did invite something bad for me. Is this totally ridiculous? And, how fearful should I *really *be of demons? I’m trying to cultivate a rational, rather than irrational, fear.
For example, recently I was chatting with friends about a surveillance video that had been taken in a parish near us, in which there appear to be some sort of spirits moving around the church at night. One friend commented that seeking out the paranormal and such can open you up to bad influences. I got very scared to even talk about that kind of video because I was worried that talking about it might mean opening myself to something evil. But then I ended up mentioning it to a family member despite my worries about opening myself up and since then I’ve felt distracted and not myself and more sinful and I fear that now there may be some demonic influence trying to attack me. It seems like, for a normal non-worried person, talking about a “ghost video” probably wouldn’t invite anything in, but maybe because I was already thinking it might open me up to something bad and spoke of it anyway, maybe it did invite something bad for me. Is this totally ridiculous? And, how fearful should I *really *be of demons? I’m trying to cultivate a rational, rather than irrational, fear.