James - thank you very much for the time you took in replying. Ive just been to another thread where someone said to be christian is by default to be pro Israel. I wrote something like well thats it for me then, as I can never, and will never be pro Israel.
Then I read your post. And Im kinda back to where I was. Curious again.
Everyone is entitled to their opinion but until someone shows me the official Church teaching that Catholics must be pro-Isreal it remains just that - Opinion.
Im a minimalist. I believe in God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. The catholic church teaching on the Eucharist is just awesome to me, even though I dont understand it. But if its possible to take the Body and Blood of Jesus then I want to.
I believe that God is drawing you this way and since He is He isn’t going to throw any unsurmountable obsticles in your way.
Then comes all the catholic hoops and hoopla. Saints, Mary, Pope, etc. As I said, Im a minimalist.
Believe me brother I appreciate that. I spent almost 30 years out of the Church and went through a similar thing. I needed to get this whole “Christian thing” torn down to the basics. Once I did that and started building back out from there it was pretty easy. I still try to keep things simple, but I at least understand and appreciate the deep and rich body of faith and teaching available to me if I so choose.
Let me spell that out for you. I lived for many years out of a kit bag. Everything I owned, quite literally everything, fitted in there.
Upon discharge, I travelled the world on a tenere. Everything I had, everything, fitted into two saddlebags, and I had a tube for tools under the crashbars.
I came home after many years on the road, covering most of the world and nearly a quater of a million miles, and even though I have a well paid job, a very active lifestyle, and numerous interests and hobbies, everything, literally everything, that I own, will fit into a single suitcase. Since I was 18 years old, and that is a long time ago, I have lived my life in a way that with 30 minutes notice, I can have everything packed, everything I need to survive, and be outahere.
I have a minimilist mentality. If it’s not essential, Im not interested, so I dont feel like Im ever missing out on anything. Thats why I asked the question like I did. If I ever became catholic, my entire and sole focus would be on God and the Eucharist only. Everything else, to me, no matter how worthy, or interesting, is superfluous.
Gotcha - and I find no impediment in what you say. You can compare some of this to your time in the military. The military is a very large machine with many different components and pieces, specialties and disciplines - But everyone starts out in basic training.
Everyone runs the obstacle course, learns to shoot, drill and all the other stuff. It doesn’t really matter if your going to spend the rest of your hitch in an office clerking or a motor pool fixing vehicles, you still have to go through the same basic training.
The Church is similar in a way.
The Eucharist is so special a sacrament that the Church must be careful of it. She does this to preserve the Sanctity of the Sacrament, the Body and Blood of Our Dear Lord and the soul of those receiving it.
This is why The Church requires the preperation she does before accepting one into the community. It doesn’t really matter how much or little you wish to avail yourself of, you would just need to go through the training and accept the Church’s teachings and authority.
After reading through your post and understanding you a bit better, it strikes me that you are a bit like the desert hermits. A very simple Life, very Spiritual, not really wanting much in material ways. Just wanting to Love God and be as close to Him as possible.
If you choose to come into the Church you might actually feel an interest in that spirituality. - - Or not

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The more I read of your interest, the more confirmed I feel that God is truly drawing you to His Church. Please continue and hope we can continue to help.
Peace
James