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Angel7
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Last Sunday, I believe it was. I went to Receive My Lord, Jesus, In The Holy Eucharist.
Usually I make a quick examination of conscience while I am in the pew (I don’t examine my conscience before The Mass, although I should)
What I say to myself is “I don’t know that I have Mortal Sin on my soul” I don’t feel anything, and if I did, I would know and wouldn’t forget right?
Before I received Jesus a thought came into my head.
“Is not examining my conscience earlier, and only examining my conscience while I am in the pew a mortal sin?”
When this thought came, I guess it made me nervous.
I think I tried to fight it off, and prove it wasn’t.
However, I was just moments away from receiving Jesus, so I received.
I had this “I don’t care” attitude I think. So I received Jesus anyway.
It wasn’t a desire to hurt Jesus, it was a desire to receive him and I guess I ignored my conscience.
Is this Mortal sin?
I believe, on my way back, I found a “way” to prove my thought wasn’t mortal sin.
It was because “I didn’t Know if it was sin, so I shall assume it isn’t until I find out if it is”
All help appreciated very much.
I also have a question on whether something else I mentioned here was sin. but I’m not sure if I should make a new thread. What do you think?
May The Lord Our Loving God Bless You All!
Usually I make a quick examination of conscience while I am in the pew (I don’t examine my conscience before The Mass, although I should)
What I say to myself is “I don’t know that I have Mortal Sin on my soul” I don’t feel anything, and if I did, I would know and wouldn’t forget right?
Before I received Jesus a thought came into my head.
“Is not examining my conscience earlier, and only examining my conscience while I am in the pew a mortal sin?”
When this thought came, I guess it made me nervous.
I think I tried to fight it off, and prove it wasn’t.
However, I was just moments away from receiving Jesus, so I received.
I had this “I don’t care” attitude I think. So I received Jesus anyway.
It wasn’t a desire to hurt Jesus, it was a desire to receive him and I guess I ignored my conscience.
Is this Mortal sin?
I believe, on my way back, I found a “way” to prove my thought wasn’t mortal sin.
It was because “I didn’t Know if it was sin, so I shall assume it isn’t until I find out if it is”
All help appreciated very much.
I also have a question on whether something else I mentioned here was sin. but I’m not sure if I should make a new thread. What do you think?
May The Lord Our Loving God Bless You All!