There is a wonderful scene in Zefferelli’s movie, “Jesus of Nazareth” where Joseph is teaching the young boy Jesus the trade of a carpenter. He says to his step-son, “Treat the wood gently, remember, only a man who can work with his hands is truly free.” Find a trade at which you are good, one that is in demand and will provide an abundance of customers, and then be the best at it you can be. Mechanic, carpenter, stone mason, plumber, painter, roofer, etc. etc. Maybe even a computer repair person. Good luck!
Shalom.