I have taught several different grades, but the last 2 years I have taught the 6th through 9th graders in their 2nd year. Actually, I have had mixed feelings with these kids. Part of me is very excited for them, but in some ways it is harder to teach them because they are sooo jaded.
Out of 12 kids, I would say only 2 mmm maybe 3 really deserve to pass and receive Communion. Most of the kids in my class are totally liberal, acting like parrots repeating the pro-choice anti God propaganda taught by their parents or school. I know that 2nd graders learn their prayers easier than 6th graders, but part of that is because school work and their social life is quite a bit more demanding then it was in 2nd grade. Either way, they also forget their books 3/4’s of the time and they act up as soon as my back is turned. And not in a healthy way. They say the “f” word, pass dirty notes and talk about who “they did”! I seriously prayed daily for these kids who only showed up because they were being forced to. To make it worse, in my opinion, they didn’t even attend Mass. Why would you even persue being a Catholic if you were not going to BE a Catholic?
The 2 kids I feel deserve to receive communion were wonderful kids. But Jesus came for the children of God who most needed Him, so I comfort myself about these kids knowing that I was most likely the only true Catholic they came up against each week. Perhaps when they are having a crisis, they will remember that Mrs. Galvan told them that God loves them and no matter what they do, they can U-turn their lives and give 100% of their love and lives to God. He will sustain them through their troubles and laugh with them at their joys. That is my prayer. Regardless, I know, just like last year, I will be standing their with tears in my eyes as they receive their Holy Communion for the first time. They will tease me a little, then hug me good-bye. I will go home, have a glass of wine, say I’m glad it’s over…and cry a good cry for the boys and girls I won’t see again.