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Demerzel
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Sorry to think out loud here folks but I seem to be having a crisis of faith.
Sometimes I wish I was a black sharecropper happily singing spirituals as I work so I could live and die with a smile on my face and Jesus in my heart instead of always being plagued by these infernal questions.
Here it is, the more I read the Old Testament the more I see the Moslems of today. I know Islam is supposed to be a heresy based in part on Christianity and Judaism, but I’ll be darned, yes darned, if I can tell the difference between the freakazoids chanting “Allah Ahkbar” and the Jews in the Old Testament. Think about it. When you read the Koran and the Hadith you see numerous references on how you should smash the infidel and otherwise make a general pest of yourself. Well, you see the same thing in the Old Testament. You read all kinds of commands to wipe out this or that town and leave nobody alive, slay them with a jawbone of an arse, stone this or that person for farting in public etc… You think the Moslems don’t like infidels? Jews couldn’t even talk to or walk on the same side of the road as infidels. I don’t see any discernable difference between them. It appears that everytime either of these two collections of rabble rousers comes in contact with someone who so much as talks with an accent or, God forbid, a lisp they wet themselves in their haste to break out the proverbial Holy-Hand Grenade!
The Jews were such a general pain in the butt the Romans had to send Titus down to destroy everything and run them off. And not more that a hundred years later the Jews were still causing a ruckus so the Romans had to do it again and make it stick. Does this sound like any of the crazy eyed malcontents we know and love today?
Out of all the religions Christianity stands out. It is counter-intuitive and goes against man’s nature. Unlike Judaism and Islam, it doesn’t sound like the kind of thing one would make up. Judaism and Islam say why love someone when you can stomp em in God’s mercy? Christianity says God loves us and want’s us to emulate him.
The sticking point is this, how can Christianity be true if it is an heir to such ignoble troublemaking? No amount of twisted and convoluted theology has ever been able to reconcile this for me. Can I really worship the mentally ill being described in the Koran or Old Testament? I can’t imagine God not being at least as nice as me. I would never let Rover loose on the Jehovah’s Witless when they come to the door preaching nonsense. No matter how tempted I am or how much the neighbors may cheer me on. Can God do less?
I do believe in God and want to believe in Christ. He has done many great things for me and my family. I can’t explain the Old Testament to my son when he asks “gee Daddy, God seems to have had an attitude back then didn’t he?”
I’m sure there will be those who hiss and cry “anathema!” Or perhaps “Jihad!” I really am trying to sort this out though. Any help would be appreciated… Agnostics are boring and I don’t want to be one.
Thanks…
Demerzel…The conflicted…
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Sometimes I wish I was a black sharecropper happily singing spirituals as I work so I could live and die with a smile on my face and Jesus in my heart instead of always being plagued by these infernal questions.
Here it is, the more I read the Old Testament the more I see the Moslems of today. I know Islam is supposed to be a heresy based in part on Christianity and Judaism, but I’ll be darned, yes darned, if I can tell the difference between the freakazoids chanting “Allah Ahkbar” and the Jews in the Old Testament. Think about it. When you read the Koran and the Hadith you see numerous references on how you should smash the infidel and otherwise make a general pest of yourself. Well, you see the same thing in the Old Testament. You read all kinds of commands to wipe out this or that town and leave nobody alive, slay them with a jawbone of an arse, stone this or that person for farting in public etc… You think the Moslems don’t like infidels? Jews couldn’t even talk to or walk on the same side of the road as infidels. I don’t see any discernable difference between them. It appears that everytime either of these two collections of rabble rousers comes in contact with someone who so much as talks with an accent or, God forbid, a lisp they wet themselves in their haste to break out the proverbial Holy-Hand Grenade!
The Jews were such a general pain in the butt the Romans had to send Titus down to destroy everything and run them off. And not more that a hundred years later the Jews were still causing a ruckus so the Romans had to do it again and make it stick. Does this sound like any of the crazy eyed malcontents we know and love today?
Out of all the religions Christianity stands out. It is counter-intuitive and goes against man’s nature. Unlike Judaism and Islam, it doesn’t sound like the kind of thing one would make up. Judaism and Islam say why love someone when you can stomp em in God’s mercy? Christianity says God loves us and want’s us to emulate him.
The sticking point is this, how can Christianity be true if it is an heir to such ignoble troublemaking? No amount of twisted and convoluted theology has ever been able to reconcile this for me. Can I really worship the mentally ill being described in the Koran or Old Testament? I can’t imagine God not being at least as nice as me. I would never let Rover loose on the Jehovah’s Witless when they come to the door preaching nonsense. No matter how tempted I am or how much the neighbors may cheer me on. Can God do less?
I do believe in God and want to believe in Christ. He has done many great things for me and my family. I can’t explain the Old Testament to my son when he asks “gee Daddy, God seems to have had an attitude back then didn’t he?”
I’m sure there will be those who hiss and cry “anathema!” Or perhaps “Jihad!” I really am trying to sort this out though. Any help would be appreciated… Agnostics are boring and I don’t want to be one.
Thanks…
Demerzel…The conflicted…
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