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Tajmahalgirl
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I’m in need of some help! I recently started getting into Lil Wayne’s music around 6-9 months ago and when I did I began to think it was most mind blowing thing I could listen to. I did not know of his illuminato association. I went to his concert in august. I am a very sensitive person with some very difficult troubling past issues. I was abused a child, neglected. Recevied unwanted attention from adult men. And bullying as a child and teenager I became a seriously depressed teenager and young adult I have been filled with hate rage and depression and have had major thoughts of suicide. I consider myself a very spirtually sensitive person. I am and I say humbly an amateur singer and have used music much of life to cope I am very sensitive to music. I became very sucked in and drawn to Lil wayne. He came across as very mysterious to me and his music affected me in a very cosmic manner. However I began to read disturbing things about him online. Some even claim he’s under the influence of domonic spirits. That he’s getting dominc assistance to make his career and success. His music seems so intoxicating and not in a bad way that I wondered how this could be true. It also says he’s catholic himself so I was confused by this. I’m afraid when I listen to his music that I too will inadvertinly invite dominc activity and any sucess I have with music will be from satan and not God as I truly wish it to be. Nothing is worth my everlasting soul and I mean NOTHING! I was inspired and wrote a truly wonderful song from listening to one of his songs. How I do know if I wrote this song because I’m talented or because it’s from the evil one? How do I know Lil wayne’s music is domonic? I feel bad because I love his music and I feel like I can’t stop listening to it even if I wanted to. I pray for protection before I listen to his music. I need serious help! Can the devil get my soul of I listen to his music and soak it up? I fear for this.