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Bingo…the ongoing process.Thanks, that helps.
I had a thought about Romans 10:9 as I cited.
It seems that to “confess” and to “believe” could be an ongoing process. We “confess” that Jesus is Lord by continuously carrying out the process of salvation in our lives, by continuously submitting to Jesus as Lord in the way that we live, etc. It is an angle I did not consider.
Your own experience should make this clear to you since you had “confessed” and “believed” but then wandered away into error…
I’m sure that, looking back on that time of error, you are not very confident that you were “saved” during that period of your life
Here’s another issue I have, though.
My wife and I were pretty involved in the charismatic movement. I know there is a charismatic movement in the Catholic Church itself, but it is not very widespread. But the churches where I see an emphasis on the HOly Spirit, they are more charismatic.
So it comes across as though the Church is not very filled with the Holy Spirit. I do not see the gifts emphasized, such as tongues, prophecy, and so forth, which I definitely believe in and have experienced.
The Church is a huge banquet with many wonderful treasures - sorry for the mixed analogy…What do you think?
For instance…Thomas Aquinas wrote volumes of “rational thought” that the Church has prized ever since while Teresa of Avila was undergoing the torments of dark nights and the consolations of God’s intimations to the point of actually levitating during prayer.
If you are drawn toward the Charismatic…have no fear. As you say there is a charismatic movement in the Church. So your spirit may be fed.
There are many opportunities for lay people in the Church. Some are defined “jobs” while others might simply be ministries God calls you to start.I don’t mean to reply yet again, but one more thing.
One of my concerns is that I really feel called to a ministry of some kind. I have a deep desire to dedicate my life entirely to God. Before I got married, I discerned becoming a priest, but I was called to married life. If I were to remain Protestant, I was considering becoming a pastor.
But if God calls me back into the Catholic Church, I"m not really sure what I’d do. I don’t know how many opportunities there are for the laity. I’m not yet old enough to become a deacon.
One thing I really want to do is to reach out to those who are in the occult, or who might be tempted into the occult. It’s such an insidious thing, and I feel strongly about the importance of staying far away from it.
But I"m just not sure what I could possibly be called to do if this happened in this way. I know this is a bit of another topic, but I"m just covering everything at once.![]()
I would suggest that you talk this over with your local pastor and possibly with someone from the Bishop’s office. If you were previously discerning the priesthood…you probably already know how to contact them.
I note in your posts a wonderful synergy…What I referred to earlier as God’s bringing good out of things. your draw to the Charismatic (and you might also look at the contemplative/mystic tradition) coupled with your desire to reach out to “new age” people could be a wonderful fit.
To help you in this discernment…I strongly suggest you get a copy of the book in my signature below.
Pray on these things…God will guide you.
Peace
James