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Madaglan
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I have recently been conscripted into adoring the consecrated host inside a monstrance at a chapel near me.
However, I am not sure if I am the person for this job. While I agree with most of what the Catholic Church teaches, I am having difficulty with Adoration. I agree with the Real Presence, but I haven’t seen anything yet to show Adoration as something of the early Church, so I cannot help but think of it as an invention of the Medieval period. I tend to think of the consecrated host as something to be eaten during Mass, not viewed and worshipped in itself for an extended period of time. I recognize the Body and Blood of Christ in the Eucharistic hosts, but I usually think of these as part of the Holy Sacrafice performed at Mass, and not meant for individual worship outside the Sacrafice of the Mass.
So, I need to commit an hour of my time to adoration. I just wonder if I can bring a book along…a spiritual work of course. I’ve been to the adoration chapel before, to try it out, so to speak. I prayed the rosary while there, but when I looked at the monstrance, I didn’t see Christ in it, and I tended to forget about the monstrance when I prayed there. The monstrance was a distraction, in my opinion.
Should I have expressed my reservations about Adoration to the person who conscripted me, in order to get away from doing this in the future, or should I just go through with this, even though I feel that it is somewhat ridiculous?
However, I am not sure if I am the person for this job. While I agree with most of what the Catholic Church teaches, I am having difficulty with Adoration. I agree with the Real Presence, but I haven’t seen anything yet to show Adoration as something of the early Church, so I cannot help but think of it as an invention of the Medieval period. I tend to think of the consecrated host as something to be eaten during Mass, not viewed and worshipped in itself for an extended period of time. I recognize the Body and Blood of Christ in the Eucharistic hosts, but I usually think of these as part of the Holy Sacrafice performed at Mass, and not meant for individual worship outside the Sacrafice of the Mass.
So, I need to commit an hour of my time to adoration. I just wonder if I can bring a book along…a spiritual work of course. I’ve been to the adoration chapel before, to try it out, so to speak. I prayed the rosary while there, but when I looked at the monstrance, I didn’t see Christ in it, and I tended to forget about the monstrance when I prayed there. The monstrance was a distraction, in my opinion.
Should I have expressed my reservations about Adoration to the person who conscripted me, in order to get away from doing this in the future, or should I just go through with this, even though I feel that it is somewhat ridiculous?