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Walterross
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Hi everyone. I’m having trouble with lust as of late. I’m pretty young, still, at 20 years old and am a male in college. I am still a virgin, which I am proud of, and want to stay that way until marriage. I do struggle with the sins of lust, masturbation and pornography, though. I think a lot of it has to do with the FOMO (fear of missing out) and the fact that I haven’t had any sexual experiences makes me feel like I’m the only one like this and that even my future wife will probably have had some sexual experience. On top of the natural craving for sex (sex drive) at my age, with the lustful and world-driven college campuses, I feel very alone and turn to these sins to pleasure myself from time to time. When I do fall, I do go to confession as soon as I can but it only lasts at most a month. I also had a failed relationship in which I think the girl I was talking to and dating wanted too much (intimately) too soon, and ended up in the bed of someone else. I’m not sure if they had sex and I don’t like to think about it, but I did get my heart broken because I thought she was the one: (catholic, beautiful, caring, same goals). I just feel so different and sometimes that leads me to feel depressed from time to time. Especially after I fall into the sins mentioned above. Obviously after the deed is done I don’t crave sex (for a while) and the shame makes me afraid to even have a wife and have sex. This could be the lie of the enemy but I do feel very helpless to this sin, especially in today’s world. It’s hard to keep your head up when everyone around you is doing what God says not to. Any thoughts or prayers are appreciated.