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SheaWilson
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I made a post last week called “Dating advice?” and pretty much all who posted comments on my thread said I should get counceling. Well, it turns out that God wanted me to be counceled because he brought people to Arizona from Indiana (two priests, two women, and a man) who are part of a ministry called “Missonaries of the New Evangelization”. They are a ministry that is called to lay hands on people so that Jesus can heal them from pain, disease, etc.
Anyway, two of those people asked to councel me yesterday morning for three hours. During that time, the man sat behind me praying, and the woman asked me many questions and asked me to feel emotions I didn’t want to feel and embrace them for the time being.
It was very helpful because Jesus appeared to me in my thoughts. I was kissing his feet, then He extended His hand to me, pulled me up and hugged me. He then told me, “I love you.” I told Him, “I trust in you Jesus.”
I had to place my mind in my six-year-old mind and think like I did when I was six. I had to feel the emotions of hate, fear, abandonment, unlove… Jesus spoke to me through those emotions.
I had abandoned a promise that I made to myself not to be anything like my father. I realized that was unfair, and through Jesus, I am not bound by that promise anymore. Jahweh told me these words–because I was afraid I would turn into my dad I would say, “Like father, like son”–“Like Heavenly Father, like son.”
Praise Jesus. Praise God.
Anyway, two of those people asked to councel me yesterday morning for three hours. During that time, the man sat behind me praying, and the woman asked me many questions and asked me to feel emotions I didn’t want to feel and embrace them for the time being.
It was very helpful because Jesus appeared to me in my thoughts. I was kissing his feet, then He extended His hand to me, pulled me up and hugged me. He then told me, “I love you.” I told Him, “I trust in you Jesus.”
I had to place my mind in my six-year-old mind and think like I did when I was six. I had to feel the emotions of hate, fear, abandonment, unlove… Jesus spoke to me through those emotions.
I had abandoned a promise that I made to myself not to be anything like my father. I realized that was unfair, and through Jesus, I am not bound by that promise anymore. Jahweh told me these words–because I was afraid I would turn into my dad I would say, “Like father, like son”–“Like Heavenly Father, like son.”
Praise Jesus. Praise God.
