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VitoJoe
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Hello my dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ
For 2 1/2 years I have held on to an apartment on the other side of the country because of fear of letting go of it.
I guess you can see it is an illness. I have been hoarding an apartment.
Because of my medical issues and many hospitalizations and now the virus, I can no longer financially hold on to it.
As an adult child of an alcoholic, however, I am a people pleaser.
The landlord and landlady absolutely love me and so I have kept it.
But now it represents only a “geographic cure” and as my therapist said, “holding on to a dream”.
I know that if we are living in end times, that one of the seven seals in the Book of Revelation is Economic Collapse.
And I truly should be giving this money instead to my father and mother, with whom I now live with my many disabilities.
The rent for September is due by the 10th. I have not been under any lease for over 2 years now. Why? Because they trust me.
A part of me just wants to ask them to keep my security deposit to pay for this month’s rent. But I still have some belongings in the apartment.
But I think you would agree that I should be a man of my word and pay for this upcoming month even though I may never get back out there. And certainly not now as I am very sick myself and as this virus thing never ends.
Can you please say a little intercessory prayer for me right now – maybe to St. Matthew the Apostle, Patron Saint of Financial Matters – that I find the courage tonight to finally contact them and to let it go.
Thank you so very much.
I just finished my Glorious mysteries rosary for all of your needs and am right now going to begin the Novena for Difficult Times, Emergency Novena to Mother Teresa and Chaplet of Divine Mercy for all your needs too.
I am still very sick and scared and believe I have the virus regardless of what the tests show.
Please also say a little intercessory prayer for a miracle healing of my upper respiratory system tonight.
I love you all so very much.
Sincerely,
VitoJoe
For 2 1/2 years I have held on to an apartment on the other side of the country because of fear of letting go of it.
I guess you can see it is an illness. I have been hoarding an apartment.
Because of my medical issues and many hospitalizations and now the virus, I can no longer financially hold on to it.
As an adult child of an alcoholic, however, I am a people pleaser.
The landlord and landlady absolutely love me and so I have kept it.
But now it represents only a “geographic cure” and as my therapist said, “holding on to a dream”.
I know that if we are living in end times, that one of the seven seals in the Book of Revelation is Economic Collapse.
And I truly should be giving this money instead to my father and mother, with whom I now live with my many disabilities.
The rent for September is due by the 10th. I have not been under any lease for over 2 years now. Why? Because they trust me.
A part of me just wants to ask them to keep my security deposit to pay for this month’s rent. But I still have some belongings in the apartment.
But I think you would agree that I should be a man of my word and pay for this upcoming month even though I may never get back out there. And certainly not now as I am very sick myself and as this virus thing never ends.
Can you please say a little intercessory prayer for me right now – maybe to St. Matthew the Apostle, Patron Saint of Financial Matters – that I find the courage tonight to finally contact them and to let it go.
Thank you so very much.
I just finished my Glorious mysteries rosary for all of your needs and am right now going to begin the Novena for Difficult Times, Emergency Novena to Mother Teresa and Chaplet of Divine Mercy for all your needs too.
I am still very sick and scared and believe I have the virus regardless of what the tests show.
Please also say a little intercessory prayer for a miracle healing of my upper respiratory system tonight.
I love you all so very much.
Sincerely,
VitoJoe