Still, please talk to your therapist or another adult that you trust about your dad’s temper. It’s never okay to threaten to hit a child, especially when it’s something beyond your control. Your dad may need help, too, if he’s gone that far, and you need to be able to feel safe so you can start to feel better. It will be harder for you to recover even with meds in a high-anxiety environment. Keep taking your meds and be honest with your therapist/psychiatrist about what’s going on in your life. Don’t feel bad that you have this in your life right now. Mental illness is a hard battle to fight. Be proud of yourself for taking steps to get to a better place in your life where you can heal and keep on going.
May God bless you and protect you and I will pray for you.