Re: graces from MM
I’m still alive
I have not had suicidal impulses like I had some years ago when a close loved one died
I am not abusing substances, not even a little
My anxiety is staying under control on most days, and on some days when it is not so good I think Mary helps
I pray, although some days I pray better than other days
I go to Mass frequently
I have stopped committing certain sins, and some other sins I commit much less. Basically sin looks less attractive in general than it used to.
Any step forward I can take in the current situation is a grace for which I am grateful.
Also I always pray a lot for confidence in God so I trust Him more and say it’s okay whatever happens, because I have to play the hand I’m dealt and go forward.
I often just pray for Mary to give me the graces people forget to ask for, and ask her to choose the graces I most need and give them to me. In St. Catherine’s vision, Mary had rings with jewels, and some of the jewels didn’t emit light, and Mary said the lights were graces and the jewels with no lights represented the graces that people forget to ask for. So that is why I ask for those. To help all Mary’s jewels light up.