Yes. I believe God created the universe, the natural world, I feel like he has no control over humans though. Sometimes I think he has complete control - like fate sometimes none. For some people if you follow God you will face afflictions. I think God sends you afflictions. Some people will never understand God ever, yet He still gives them life and sustenance. It is difficult to surrender your life to God if you do not where it will go or how it will go. Not only this, why give you free-will if ultimately you must live the life He intended for you? Lastly, God gave us certain gifts and talents. Why I may ask? I do not know. Life is not fair, nor is God equal. Some people are found before their commit suicide, others are not. Whom does He love more? From the looks of humanity, I think most of us are going to hell. If I repeatedly battle my sins, I am no better than those who ignore them Their luck will not change.
When battling sins, a man can’t do it alone without God. If you are a catholic, please go for confession, especially for serious sins. Serious sins are the ones causes you to get addicted/ uncontrollable or causes harm to yourself/ others, and also idolatry included in serious sins.
If your sins are small little things, you just attend mass, and your sins will be forgiven, because there is penitential rite during mass for venial sins. If your sins are small little things you should not be overly worry about it because imperfection doesn’t make you a bad person.
If you have serious sins, then you got to battle it. One way is to let go all the things that causes you repeating the same thing, such as the environments, maybe certain friends, or computer or anything that becomes your weakness. This is exercising your freewill: you are being assertive to yourself that you do not want your sins anymore and desire to be a better person.
Please Attend mass once a week if possible Sunday Mass. Please follow the wordings during mass, it doesn’t matter if you don’t understand or feel bored. Pray before and after holy communion asking for the things you need or any questions you want answers, and say thankyou if you get it.
Sing Psalmic songs when you’re down, or read the book of Psalms (bible). All difficulty will pass, and you’ll be OK.
In this life we do not need luck. What we need is God’s blessings. You can ask and you’ll get what you ask for. Do not fear neither discouraged because God is really there and is listening to your prayers. Anything you ask in Jesus Name, you will get it. Sometimes you don’t even realize it, many years later, when your life is better, you’ll remember your prayers and realize it was all answered (not in the way you expected sometimes). May God bless you in the name of Jesus Christ with the Holy Spirit and in the Glory of God the Father. Amen.
