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Yes, I understand that the experience, ineffable and undefinable, is beyond sharing except to aver that one had it, and hope that it might be a pointer. I can understand that eventually you found support in the Catholic faith. Especially if you are talking about Aquinas ans Avila. For my part, both the experience and, more particularly, the supportive experiences came from such a wide range of contemporary proponents, with a backlog into history beyond the time of Jesus, of details far clearer to me than what the Church offers, I could not and cannot go back.
I cannot confine either my understandings or especially my experiences to a theology. God is not Catholic in the religious sense, and that Church, though it may appear to refer to an infinite God, is in fact, and by all my assessments, materialistic. While Church, Synagogs and Mosques are about God as a thought and sense, God is not a thought and makes no sense in mortal terms.
The august persons you mentioned, who in my opinion are Greats, I feel accomplished what they did as much by their particular faith as some others have by theirs. In other words, it does not matter so much what ladder Aquinas used to Awaken, as he displayed his use for it post awakening by even wanting to burn his works. Why would he do that? I find it a fascinating question. Similar occurrences have happened with other teachers in other traditions. My own Mentor several times insisted that his lectures be destroyed. It only points to that actual teaching is immediate, pertinent to the moment, appropriate to the student, and by transmission or direct realization. Faith and sutras or verses, and traditions are about the last thing that make a difference other than as a devotional round. But they are good for those for whom that is sufficient.
I, for my part, do not wish to deal with the opacity of the common teaching of the Church, whatever diamonds are in the coal. This is despite the cost of giving up society in that respect, not to mention the cost I paid for my honesty with myself. But I have seen teachings that offer the cut and polished facets that can flash such light that the object disappears in the brilliance. I’m sure it was like that around Jesus, if He actually ever walked, and, if one had ears and eyes to see and hear. But I have found even that Extraordinary Example elucidated far more clearly by such as my Mentor and his contemporaries. For that reason, I cannot put myself back in the position I outgrew in that instant.
I am happy that religions functions as well as they do for so many. That is well and good. I have no argument with such, only to point out that there is yet more than faith. Since there are such disareements between faiths, and none betwixt all those who have Realized and been Examplars of the Perennial Philosophy, it leads me to feel that there must be a way from belief. That is all.
I cannot confine either my understandings or especially my experiences to a theology. God is not Catholic in the religious sense, and that Church, though it may appear to refer to an infinite God, is in fact, and by all my assessments, materialistic. While Church, Synagogs and Mosques are about God as a thought and sense, God is not a thought and makes no sense in mortal terms.
The august persons you mentioned, who in my opinion are Greats, I feel accomplished what they did as much by their particular faith as some others have by theirs. In other words, it does not matter so much what ladder Aquinas used to Awaken, as he displayed his use for it post awakening by even wanting to burn his works. Why would he do that? I find it a fascinating question. Similar occurrences have happened with other teachers in other traditions. My own Mentor several times insisted that his lectures be destroyed. It only points to that actual teaching is immediate, pertinent to the moment, appropriate to the student, and by transmission or direct realization. Faith and sutras or verses, and traditions are about the last thing that make a difference other than as a devotional round. But they are good for those for whom that is sufficient.
I, for my part, do not wish to deal with the opacity of the common teaching of the Church, whatever diamonds are in the coal. This is despite the cost of giving up society in that respect, not to mention the cost I paid for my honesty with myself. But I have seen teachings that offer the cut and polished facets that can flash such light that the object disappears in the brilliance. I’m sure it was like that around Jesus, if He actually ever walked, and, if one had ears and eyes to see and hear. But I have found even that Extraordinary Example elucidated far more clearly by such as my Mentor and his contemporaries. For that reason, I cannot put myself back in the position I outgrew in that instant.
I am happy that religions functions as well as they do for so many. That is well and good. I have no argument with such, only to point out that there is yet more than faith. Since there are such disareements between faiths, and none betwixt all those who have Realized and been Examplars of the Perennial Philosophy, it leads me to feel that there must be a way from belief. That is all.