Don't know where to post this

[Deftones2015]

I have never been a big person into the Christian nor Catholic church. I have wanted to be in the Catholic church but that was never allowed by my mother. I have had lots of problems with the Christian church. Anyway, for some reason I had an urge to pray to Mother Mary last night, so I did so. I asked her to watch over me, protect me, and help me to understand the birth of Christ and to understand what I should do about the Church and all that. I was overwhelmed by a feeling of relief that scared me and felt instantly that someone was in the room with me and watching over me. Also, in an instant I understood things I have never read in the bible. Things about the conception and how Michael came to talk to her. I don’t know what to think about all of this. I don’t know if I’m insane, if I am making things up in my head or what. When I think about this, I can’t stop crying, and I haven’t cried in years. It’s almost like all my anger is leaving me through my tears. Mainly I’m scared and confused and don’t know who to go to. I know my mother will say the devil is trying to trick me. Any thoughts or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks,
Brian

 

[pentecostbaby]

Keep praying! What a wonderful experience. I’ll keep you in my prayers, as well.

 

[roselily]

I have never been a big person into the Christian nor Catholic church. I have wanted to be in the Catholic church but that was never allowed by my mother. I have had lots of problems with the Christian church. Anyway, for some reason I had an urge to pray to Mother Mary last night, so I did so. I asked her to watch over me, protect me, and help me to understand the birth of Christ and to understand what I should do about the Church and all that. I was overwhelmed by a feeling of relief that scared me and felt instantly that someone was in the room with me and watching over me. Also, in an instant I understood things I have never read in the bible. Things about the conception and how Michael came to talk to her. I don’t know what to think about all of this. I don’t know if I’m insane, if I am making things up in my head or what. When I think about this, I can’t stop crying, and I haven’t cried in years. It’s almost like all my anger is leaving me through my tears. Mainly I’m scared and confused and don’t know who to go to. I know my mother will say the devil is trying to trick me. Any thoughts or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks,
Brian

Believe me, Brian,- I saw Holy Mother one night before sleep , you do not know how unhappy I was at that time before, my eyes too were filled with tears; but after a while I saw her, and she said,- " you belong to Christ, are you ready?" and I said-yes;
Do not be afraid, Brian, I feel much better ;I cannot quite make it out, but I am under the impression that Holy Mother She watch over us the whole time. and we are in Christ and we will have a higher happiness and eternal.
Peace be with you!

 

[Deftones2015]

Thanks for the replys. I have always had bad experiences with God and chirst and all that. This was the only good experience. I prayed last night that I would understand and not be afraid anymore, and for the first time in years, I woke up happy and ready to face the day and worked all day and came home happy.

 

[roselily]

Thanks for the replys. I have always had bad experiences with God and chirst and all that. This was the only good experience. I prayed last night that I would understand and not be afraid anymore, and for the first time in years, I woke up happy and ready to face the day and worked all day and came home happy.

 

[Mintaka]

It sounds like the peace of Christ was upon you. And that makes sense, as of course He and His mother are very close.

Also, it sounds like the Holy Spirit was there – “a Spirit of wisdom and of understanding”.

It sounds like it was a great blessing.

 

[roselily]

It sounds like the peace of Christ was upon you. And that makes sense, as of course He and His mother are very close.

Also, it sounds like the Holy Spirit was there – “a Spirit of wisdom and of understanding”.

It sounds like it was a great blessing.

Yes.

It was a great blessing; Thank you, Mintaka; you are so good,
May God bless Mintaka.

 

[Eucharisted]

Michael did not go to Mary, Gabriel did. So you’re either imagining who the angel was, or a demon is communicating with you. In either case, there is no reason to be alarmed or panic; just say an Our Father - anyone may say it - and see if you can get in touch with a priest, and explain to him what happened, as best as you can recall what had happened. Don’t worry if you can’t remember everything, you’re only human and God knows that.