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luvthelight
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hey i was hoping you guys could help me out here, i think the devil must be trying to get to me. i keep having these irrational doubts about, well, everything, esp. when im praying. its like ill be in the middle of a prayer and all of a sudden, ill just think, what if all of this is fake? what if im just doing something completely stupid? then ill try to meditate on something completely miraculous like the resurrection to clear my head, and ill begin to wonder if they made it all up, and all the apostles were made up, but its not like im truly doubting. . . cause i know these thoughts are completely ridiculous. i feel like an idiot saying all this. i was just wondering if maybe you guys had some reading suggestions or something to help me through this. prayers would be good too. arghhh.
thanks in advance
thanks in advance