Hello Kamerbaby!
What a beautiful gift you have recievced!
I’m unable to tell you exactly what it is, but yes, I agree, it is God and I agree that you should pray too. I mean, if it is God, and you ask Him to show you, He will.
I’ll share something with you.
I was at church one day and the night before I had just had a bible study group where we talked about the great gift that Christ offers us in the Eucharist. I was prepareing myself for communion. I recieved the Host and as the Chalice was offered to me, this feeling that someone very important was standing before me washed over me. I reached out my hands and drank. When I reached the pew, I had an uncontrollable desire to kneel. Now you must understand- I have never been comfortable kneeling, especally in Church (that has since changed (smile)) so this was a huge thing for me to be asked, but again I felt like I was in the presence of Someone very important, and so I knelt. This desire flaired within me, blinding me with joy when my knees hit the floor and my heart burst. I felt as if Jesus where infront of me, smiling, happy that I had first, commuined and second, had the courage to kneel and honor Him that way.
Now. There are some who will say that I was imagining things, that it was my of own making, but you know what? I know what I felt and I know that I am incapable of producing that kind of utter joy. It was purely spiritual, it was purely Christ. You know what you feel, and please don’t let anyone else try and rob you of the wonderful gift God is gracing you with. The next time that happens, maybe welcome it (not that I mean you don’t already) and praise God, thanking Him for the gift His is showering you with. For me the key is that you said it feels like your heart is on fire- God frequently uses the image of fire to portray His Presence. Just think of Penecost.
I’ll pray for you Kamerbaby!
God Bless!
Jade.