In fact, Blaise Pascal, was this you know, was a 16th century philosopher, mathematician, what-not. He was a Christian Catholic man. And he had said this. He said, “All of humanity’s problems stem from man’s inability to sit by himself in a room for one hour.” All of humanity’s problems stem from our inability to sit by ourselves for one hour in silence. You know, again that’s a pretty big statement. But to say, “Like wait a second. Is there any truth in that statement? Do I have the ability to just sit in silence and just actually think my own thoughts? Do I have the ability to sit in silence and actually feel my own feelings?” That’s one of the reasons why we distract ourselves all of the time. I don’t want to think my own thoughts. I don’t want to feel my own feelings, because what happens to happen is that I have to deal with those things. I have to do with those thoughts. I have to deal with those feelings. So I want to avoid those feelings and thoughts by distracting myself.
And yet what would happen? What’s the worst that would happen if you entered into silence, specifically silence in prayer, let those things come to the surface, and then invited God into them? Man, Lord, I have so much fear in my heart. I just, I didn’t realize it was strong and so paralyzing. OK God, it’s there so I’m inviting you into this fear. Reveal it and reveal yourself. God, I have these crazy thoughts of lust and I don’t know what to do with them. OK, God, OK come to the surface. You, I’m inviting you into them. Like reveal what’s going on? What’s beneath this? Because it’s not that. It’s some other kind of brokenness. It’s some other kind of wounds. Some kind of something going on. I have so much anger. OK, let that come to the surface. God, come into the anger here. I’m not sure what to do with this.
So many of us spend too much time distracting ourselves, even in prayer, so we tell God the things we think he wants to hear rather than the things that we need to invite him into. We tell God about all the stuff that’s going on in our daily lives instead of like actually letting what’s really in the depth of our heart be exposed, revealed, magnified so we can say OK God that’s what’s really going on. OK, come into this. Help me make sense of this. Come in and heal this.
You know, one last thing that silence does – what silence is I guess maybe you say – silence is boring. Not just in prayer. I’m like talking about the rest of our days. I’m making some supper, so what do I do? I need to put an episode of whatever on Netflix. Or I’m making some supper so I’ll put a YouTube on blah, blah, blah. You know this kind of thing, I’m gonna put Ascension Presents on and watch myself talk. That’s not true, I’m just making that up. But how many times, I’m doing something so I got to listen to music. I’m doing something so I’m going to listen to a tutorial. I’m doing something so I’m going to have something to distract myself from the moment.
Here’s something interesting when it comes to boredom. My parents, my mom and dad would always say this. When we were kids, you know a summer break or whatever, we’d say, “Mom and Dad, this is so boring!” My mom and dad would always have one response. They’d say, “Things aren’t boring. People are.” Things aren’t boring. People are. And if I find myself unable to be creative on my own, unable to think my own thoughts, unable to feel my own feelings, unable to in some ways be bored, and then let creativity come out of that boredom. To be bored and let the Lord speak in that boredom. To be bored and in that boredom, in that silence, to let something incredible happen I might be short circuiting the contribution I can make, not only to the world in a big way but to the moment, to the day,. A critical ingredient to creativity is boredom. A critical ingredient and recipe to for boredom is a lack of distraction. A critical recipe and ingredient for a lack of distraction is silence.
So, don’t be afraid of silence. Get used to silence. Be drawn to silence. Because silence is God’s first language where he reveals himself to us and reveals us to us.
For all of us here at Ascension Presents my name is Father Mike. God bless