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Recently I read a survey of the Donner Party, a disturbing history which suggested God was in no way involved.
Before that I read Joni Tada’s A Place of Healing, which presented a Protestant woman suffering decades of paralysis and other pain making bad arguments trying to rationalize and justify her situation, again implying an absence of God.
Before that I read The Hiding Place by John and Elizabeth Sherrill, attributed to Corrie ten Boom. Intended to strengthen faith, instead it depicted Nazi atrocity again unchecked by God; every good thing was explainable by natural coincidence, and every suggestion of divine intervention was undermined by the unreliability of the narrative, as the Sherrills clarify in an appendix that they pieced the story together from conversations with ten Boom and wrote dramatically to vivify her account, so that embellishment is likely. Even the divine interventions are themselves remarkably poor: ten Boom’s life is spared a week before everyone else in her demographic is murdered (dozens of women her age), for example.
I’ve posted about child abuse here before, but I feel compelled to do so again after this story of a 12-year-old boy locked in a pitch-black bathroom for over a year, and this may not be as bad as other cases of sexual slavery women have undergone. (I found this story via Reddit; you can read others’ comments about it; some mention other cases of suffering; be warned there is vulgarity and hostility there, as Reddit is largely not censored and filled with secularists.)
In short, it appears to me that there is no kind or degree of evil that God won’t allow, and I can’t recall ever seeing God intervene. (All healings, recoveries, or survivals that I’ve seen are explainable without reference to God, a point St. Thomas Aquinas even mentions in the Summa, that the universe is apparently explainable without God.) Consequently the divine interventions in the Bible appear as fiction, an interpretation which the USCCB’s NABRE secular-agnostic commentary supports. Even St. Augustine is quoted by Frank Sheed as saying, “Pray as if everything depended on God; work as if everything depended on you.”
At this point, suffering has made me agnostic, and I haven’t see any reason to suppose that the Catholic Church is correct. I think a central problem is that this suffering appears unreasonable, directly contradicting the Gospel, and therefore God’s nature as being infinitely wise and good and the Catholic Church as having divine authority are both contradicted. My questions, then:
Before that I read Joni Tada’s A Place of Healing, which presented a Protestant woman suffering decades of paralysis and other pain making bad arguments trying to rationalize and justify her situation, again implying an absence of God.
Before that I read The Hiding Place by John and Elizabeth Sherrill, attributed to Corrie ten Boom. Intended to strengthen faith, instead it depicted Nazi atrocity again unchecked by God; every good thing was explainable by natural coincidence, and every suggestion of divine intervention was undermined by the unreliability of the narrative, as the Sherrills clarify in an appendix that they pieced the story together from conversations with ten Boom and wrote dramatically to vivify her account, so that embellishment is likely. Even the divine interventions are themselves remarkably poor: ten Boom’s life is spared a week before everyone else in her demographic is murdered (dozens of women her age), for example.
I’ve posted about child abuse here before, but I feel compelled to do so again after this story of a 12-year-old boy locked in a pitch-black bathroom for over a year, and this may not be as bad as other cases of sexual slavery women have undergone. (I found this story via Reddit; you can read others’ comments about it; some mention other cases of suffering; be warned there is vulgarity and hostility there, as Reddit is largely not censored and filled with secularists.)
In short, it appears to me that there is no kind or degree of evil that God won’t allow, and I can’t recall ever seeing God intervene. (All healings, recoveries, or survivals that I’ve seen are explainable without reference to God, a point St. Thomas Aquinas even mentions in the Summa, that the universe is apparently explainable without God.) Consequently the divine interventions in the Bible appear as fiction, an interpretation which the USCCB’s NABRE secular-agnostic commentary supports. Even St. Augustine is quoted by Frank Sheed as saying, “Pray as if everything depended on God; work as if everything depended on you.”
At this point, suffering has made me agnostic, and I haven’t see any reason to suppose that the Catholic Church is correct. I think a central problem is that this suffering appears unreasonable, directly contradicting the Gospel, and therefore God’s nature as being infinitely wise and good and the Catholic Church as having divine authority are both contradicted. My questions, then:
*]Why should we not expect God to console, help, or intervene when we pray and have repented of all the sin we know of?
*]Why should we not expect some clear communication from God as our adoptive Father?
*]Why should we not expect God to right wrongs here on earth (e.g. heal amputees or paralysis) after the effects of free will have been clearly suffered, once those in need have repented of sin?
I have expected these things after studying the Bible and the Catechism, and consequently I have been bitterly disappointed and am now agnostic.