yes, we do fall on the dark side easily.
I can advice you to just gaze at Our Lord’s outstretched arms on the cross, and contemplate His suffering and love so as to redeem eternal life for all of us.
“Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.” (John 15:13)
“But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” (Romans 5:8)
Just fill yourself with God’s love, and you’ll be filled with His grace and joy!
@fhansen