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rossirose30
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This week I got into a major fight with my family. I’'ll start off with I have 2 older sisters. I have always had a struggling relationship with my sister. There were always arguments, insults, and even physical fights with my sister. Throughout all the fights my sister decided to fully stop talking to me, she doesn’t see me as her sister anymore. this happened 2 years ago.
Long story short, I have been avoided her as much as possible because we still live together. I made the mistake of bumping into her in the apartment we live in. Its small so I naturally bumped into her. She started yelling and my mother who always defends her confronted me. My mother has always defended her because my mom doesn’t have a job, so my sister pays for the bills, and food for her.
I said some things that I regret saying. . . .
My grandmother made fun that i’m unemployed and that once my fiancé is tired of me he will throw me out of his life. But ultimately I told everyone that they were going to hell. I even included the dog that belongs to my sister. I feel horrible for that because as a catholic I know that you can’t do that.
I’m scared that because of the outburst of Anger that I had that I will not be forgiven for my sins. I really think i’m a good catholic. I attend church, I receive communion, I respect everyone, I haven’t done anything to offend anyone but that day I responded with anger, I’m disappointed in myself. I’m alone. I have no family except my fiancé and his family. I pray for God’s forgiveness but i’m scared that I will fall short. My mother doesn’t speak to me anymore. and all I have is prayer. Do you think that with confession and prayer I will be forgiven for my words? I forgive my family. There is no possibility of talking to them because we can never talk in a civilized manner. But my mother said she would never forgive me. I know that Jesus said Forgive the sins of many, retain the sins and the sins are not forgiven.
Long story short, I have been avoided her as much as possible because we still live together. I made the mistake of bumping into her in the apartment we live in. Its small so I naturally bumped into her. She started yelling and my mother who always defends her confronted me. My mother has always defended her because my mom doesn’t have a job, so my sister pays for the bills, and food for her.
I said some things that I regret saying. . . .
My grandmother made fun that i’m unemployed and that once my fiancé is tired of me he will throw me out of his life. But ultimately I told everyone that they were going to hell. I even included the dog that belongs to my sister. I feel horrible for that because as a catholic I know that you can’t do that.
I’m scared that because of the outburst of Anger that I had that I will not be forgiven for my sins. I really think i’m a good catholic. I attend church, I receive communion, I respect everyone, I haven’t done anything to offend anyone but that day I responded with anger, I’m disappointed in myself. I’m alone. I have no family except my fiancé and his family. I pray for God’s forgiveness but i’m scared that I will fall short. My mother doesn’t speak to me anymore. and all I have is prayer. Do you think that with confession and prayer I will be forgiven for my words? I forgive my family. There is no possibility of talking to them because we can never talk in a civilized manner. But my mother said she would never forgive me. I know that Jesus said Forgive the sins of many, retain the sins and the sins are not forgiven.
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