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T_Hope
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My first Advent is here!! I wanted to share some of my thoughts and felt this would be a great place to do that. And I hope YOU will want to share some of your Advent thoughts too.
I remember the first time I felt the Lord’s presence.
I was a teen and felt the need to pray, but I did not know if there would be anyone to hear my prayer. I was self-conscious even in the solitude of my bedroom, to kneel in prayer. I got down on my knees, then jumped right back up – I tried for several hours that first night. Finally, I went to bed.
The next night, I felt the same need to pray. The need was apparently not going to go away - and this time, I stayed on my knees and then struggled to find my voice. But in time, I did, and I began to pray. And then I listened. And to my surprise, I knew my prayer had been heard and was immediately answered in a big way. I felt God’s presence. I felt his gladness at my prayer - my attempt at faith? And I felt His embrace and His love for me, which sustained me for many many many years. It was a very emotional experience. It was so real to me. But it didn’t come again for … a lifetime.
That was many years ago. I did not feel His nearness in such a personal way again until this past spring.
I was aching inside and reaching out to friends and church leaders (in the church I had joined as an adult) but over the course of more than a year, none could help me and not one suggested prayer, which now that I think back, seems rather odd, doesn’t it? At length in near desperation I cried out directly to God and to my surprise and joy, He embraced me again, and led me home.
I had no expectations - I surrendered control of my life to God, and I am learning now that to follow Christ is not a giving up of anything, but a receiving of grace which helps us to become what God created us to be! How wonderful it is to remember the Giver of Life everyday and to wait in joyful hope for the coming of our Lord, Jesus Christ. Waiting to celebrate His birth - waiting for His second coming - and looking ahead to my upcoming baptism at the Easter Vigil, 2011 - all in joyful hope.
There is no other source of peace or of happiness, than Jesus. None. True happiness does not exist outside of Him.
I think what is important is for us to keep in remembrance our first encounter with Christ. It’s hard to do. We get up and hopefully pray before our other daily activities begin, and we get busy, and forget all about Him. That has happened to me! What can I do to keep Him in mind throughout the day? I can pray. I can carry a rosary in my pocket. I can pray. Oh, I said that.
What other things can I do?
Well, those are some of my thoughts on the first Wednesday of Advent, 2010. I hope others will share some of their thoughts too.
Wishing everyone a joyful Advent season,
Hope
I remember the first time I felt the Lord’s presence.
I was a teen and felt the need to pray, but I did not know if there would be anyone to hear my prayer. I was self-conscious even in the solitude of my bedroom, to kneel in prayer. I got down on my knees, then jumped right back up – I tried for several hours that first night. Finally, I went to bed.
The next night, I felt the same need to pray. The need was apparently not going to go away - and this time, I stayed on my knees and then struggled to find my voice. But in time, I did, and I began to pray. And then I listened. And to my surprise, I knew my prayer had been heard and was immediately answered in a big way. I felt God’s presence. I felt his gladness at my prayer - my attempt at faith? And I felt His embrace and His love for me, which sustained me for many many many years. It was a very emotional experience. It was so real to me. But it didn’t come again for … a lifetime.
That was many years ago. I did not feel His nearness in such a personal way again until this past spring.
I was aching inside and reaching out to friends and church leaders (in the church I had joined as an adult) but over the course of more than a year, none could help me and not one suggested prayer, which now that I think back, seems rather odd, doesn’t it? At length in near desperation I cried out directly to God and to my surprise and joy, He embraced me again, and led me home.
I had no expectations - I surrendered control of my life to God, and I am learning now that to follow Christ is not a giving up of anything, but a receiving of grace which helps us to become what God created us to be! How wonderful it is to remember the Giver of Life everyday and to wait in joyful hope for the coming of our Lord, Jesus Christ. Waiting to celebrate His birth - waiting for His second coming - and looking ahead to my upcoming baptism at the Easter Vigil, 2011 - all in joyful hope.
There is no other source of peace or of happiness, than Jesus. None. True happiness does not exist outside of Him.
I think what is important is for us to keep in remembrance our first encounter with Christ. It’s hard to do. We get up and hopefully pray before our other daily activities begin, and we get busy, and forget all about Him. That has happened to me! What can I do to keep Him in mind throughout the day? I can pray. I can carry a rosary in my pocket. I can pray. Oh, I said that.

Well, those are some of my thoughts on the first Wednesday of Advent, 2010. I hope others will share some of their thoughts too.
Wishing everyone a joyful Advent season,
Hope