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MrsAngelala
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A few weeks ago a person in authority mistreated me, and then ignored me when I cried out in pain. I’ve forgiven, but I’m still sinking fast. I’m resenting God, having a hard time getting to church, and feeling that prayer is useless. I’ve felt obligated to break off my friendships so no one can be penalized for associating with me (it’s a small community).
I’m a professional vocalist, and I’ve also been having a lot of trouble singing, which isn’t surprising given the strong connection between emotions and the human voice… but then today I had to sing a wedding and my voice wouldn’t work. This was somebody’s WEDDING. I am ashamed, embarrassed by my performance, and terrified that the behavior of this authority has now robbed me of my voice.
There is no hope of rectifying my situation, which means I can’t know if I’ll ever get my voice back. I’m a singer and I can’t sing. Please, please, please pray for me.
I’m a professional vocalist, and I’ve also been having a lot of trouble singing, which isn’t surprising given the strong connection between emotions and the human voice… but then today I had to sing a wedding and my voice wouldn’t work. This was somebody’s WEDDING. I am ashamed, embarrassed by my performance, and terrified that the behavior of this authority has now robbed me of my voice.
There is no hope of rectifying my situation, which means I can’t know if I’ll ever get my voice back. I’m a singer and I can’t sing. Please, please, please pray for me.