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VitoJoe
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For All Struggling with Surrendering to God
Ever since my older brother took his life at the age of 17 (I was 15), I have suffered from generalized anxiety disorder and a food addiction. Medication has never worked for me and always makes my anxiety and depression worse. I have been in and out of therapy for years. 12 years ago, after I injured my spine, was the first and only time, up until now, that I became seriously depressed and overcome with anxiety.
So I voluntarily admitted myself to 2 different hospitals for this mental anguish. The first hospital was a nightmare and I was released after 6 days. The second one was wonderful, a hospital for eating disorders. I had a longer stint there and I got well! (That program has now moved elsewhere.)
And so now with my upper respiratory chest infection sickness for months which I have not been able to recover from (they say it is not they coronavirus 3 times, but I know my body very well and I totally disagree), I am suffering great mental anguish all over again. After having been free from this anguish for 12 years. And also - all so much worst because of the stress of this pandemic.
Because of my symptoms, I keep making mistakes over and over again now.
I keep contacting this other hospital for eating disorders but the director (who was the director at the other place where I got well) still has not gotten back to me. I know that there is a waiting list. I do not mind going back into the hospital but I just hope and pray that I can get into this one where I will be treated well.
Please say a little prayer for this need.
And for All of us who Struggle with Trusting and Surrendering to God
Thank you so much.
VitoJoe
Ever since my older brother took his life at the age of 17 (I was 15), I have suffered from generalized anxiety disorder and a food addiction. Medication has never worked for me and always makes my anxiety and depression worse. I have been in and out of therapy for years. 12 years ago, after I injured my spine, was the first and only time, up until now, that I became seriously depressed and overcome with anxiety.
So I voluntarily admitted myself to 2 different hospitals for this mental anguish. The first hospital was a nightmare and I was released after 6 days. The second one was wonderful, a hospital for eating disorders. I had a longer stint there and I got well! (That program has now moved elsewhere.)
And so now with my upper respiratory chest infection sickness for months which I have not been able to recover from (they say it is not they coronavirus 3 times, but I know my body very well and I totally disagree), I am suffering great mental anguish all over again. After having been free from this anguish for 12 years. And also - all so much worst because of the stress of this pandemic.
Because of my symptoms, I keep making mistakes over and over again now.
I keep contacting this other hospital for eating disorders but the director (who was the director at the other place where I got well) still has not gotten back to me. I know that there is a waiting list. I do not mind going back into the hospital but I just hope and pray that I can get into this one where I will be treated well.
Please say a little prayer for this need.
And for All of us who Struggle with Trusting and Surrendering to God
Thank you so much.
VitoJoe