I had been raised in the Episcopal church and left religion for the most part in 1970.
Off and on I would return to the Episcopal church, but saw many changes I did not like. I pretty much avoided religion and church for 20-30 years. I attended for the first time with friends protestant non denominational services various times which only enforced my love for a liturgy and holy communion which they did not have so I began looking into Catholicism
(my dad supposedly was from a Catholic family, but only his sister actually practiced identified as Catholic).
Finally, I was received into the Catholic church at 56. I see there is division, but I also see the benefit of having an authority figure, the Pope and the magesterium to hold the faith together which the Anglican Communion and the Episcopal church do not have and thus you can believe any number of things.
I pray I never see what happened in the Episcopal church/Anglican communion happen in the Catholic Church.