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holyrood
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I’ve heard we get attacked more when our prayers are effective. So I’m trying to be happy that my prayers apparently are.
In the last few days, I recommitted to more and stronger prayer, and started learning and saying the Hail Mary in Latin. And it does seem that a lot of unpleasantness was unleashed over the weekend.
The issues seem to be coming from every direction all at once–my kids, my alcoholic family; a new job; a current relationship that needs to end; and a major explosion with someone whom I was previously seeing and loved dearly, which also affects my ability to do my *other *job, which he and I did together. I’m feeling very alone, with no real circle of friends.
Between kids, ex husband, family, parents, and these two men–I’m really losing hope that I can ever escape the effects of growing up in an alcoholic, dysfunctional family, and have a healthy, mutually loving and respectful relationship, and circle of friends. I’m starting to think that by my age, I’m destined to simply walk through life alone.
People (outside my family) generally like and respect me, but I seem unable to really be close to anyone, except people who turn out to push and push and push and not listen to me, until I finally walk away.
I’m just struggling with losing hope today. Please pray for me.
The issues seem to be coming from every direction all at once–my kids, my alcoholic family; a new job; a current relationship that needs to end; and a major explosion with someone whom I was previously seeing and loved dearly, which also affects my ability to do my *other *job, which he and I did together. I’m feeling very alone, with no real circle of friends.
Between kids, ex husband, family, parents, and these two men–I’m really losing hope that I can ever escape the effects of growing up in an alcoholic, dysfunctional family, and have a healthy, mutually loving and respectful relationship, and circle of friends. I’m starting to think that by my age, I’m destined to simply walk through life alone.
People (outside my family) generally like and respect me, but I seem unable to really be close to anyone, except people who turn out to push and push and push and not listen to me, until I finally walk away.
I’m just struggling with losing hope today. Please pray for me.
