As a recent convert myself, I understand. But you’re doing the right thing, and God will grant you His peace!
Bless you. And I offer this prayer, written by St. Augustine, for you and your continuing conversion:
Breathe in me, O Holy Spirit, that my thoughts may all be holy. Act in me, O Holy Spirit, that my work, too, may be holy. Draw my heart, O Holy Spirit, that I love only what is holy. Strengthen me, O Holy Spirit, to defend all that is holy. Guard me so, O Holy Spirit, that I may always be holy.
May the fire of the Holy Spirit and the mercy and peace of God descend upon your heart as you take these first (or renewed) steps into the Church. Amen.