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Bdonoho
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I am at another wedding (hopefully the last one) and started thinking about vocation. Any time I contemplate the future I come to the conclusion that I’m not called to marriage ( or if I am I need to check out religious life first), and almost any time I go to a wedding I started to covet the hope of one day having sex. I get really weird and unstable whenever this happens and I just wanted to ask for prayer because it’s agony and I have come to hate going to families weddings and become morose and burdensome when I get like this. It’s selfish and I rarely get like this except when I think of my vocation and the privation of this part of life that I thought I would at least have eventually but most likely never will.