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gchinchilla22
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Hello. I did a general confession back in April. I’m 22 but did a lot of horrible stuff when I was a kid and teen. I made a list of 19 pages that was very thorough. While in confession the priest stopped me and told me to only skim my notes and say the stuff that was really bad. I did but felt uneasy. At the end he told me all my sins were forgiven and to never mention them again. I left feeling very good. I’ve gone to confession once since and am about to go again. At my last confession I said a couple forgotten sins. Now I’ve gone through an examination of conscious and have written even more forgotten sins. Buuuuut because the priest didn’t let me say everything I’d written is my general confession even valid? Is that omission? I feel sick like it’s not valid now. I also feel like there were two sins that I didn’t confess sufficiently. I feel like he didn’t understand the gravity of it. I didn’t mean to down play it but now I’m not sure. I feel like I’ll never be free if these things I’ve done. I also don’t know some of what I’ve confessed or not . Because I remember writing everything down and am pretty sure I said everything that was really bad but I doubt now. I had no reason to doubt the orders of the priest until he recently told me that forgotten mortal sins dong need to be confessed. I’ve felt decent the past couple month finally free but now I’m always on the verge of tears and can’t stop crying. I don’t know what to do. Plus please don’t tell me I’m scrupulous. I’m asking for advice not to be told by everyone that i need mental help thanks