Ah, but to entertain the idea, even rarely, that it could be unjust would be heresy according to CCC, would it not?
God doesn’t want us to turn off our brains. A faith which is not questioned isn’t faith-it’s just a “said” faith and doesn’t impress God at all. The Church’s message to us is a voice we can choose to listen to-or not. For me, it was a faint voice among other voices vying for my attention but it became louder and clearer as I allowed it to speak to me. But
I am the one who has to decide whether this voice is true-and not even because the Church says so but because it “rings true” to me and coincides with something inside which recognizes that truth. We are allowed to decide between good and evil. Only God is perfect enough never to sin. The higher the level of being-the closer a created being is to being “like God”- the greater the tendency to sin because greater is the
freedom the being must have in order to be “like God”. The less the freedom, as with animals who act from instinct alone, or as with mentally handicapped humans, the less culpable the being is and less is their tendency to sin. Our “greatness”, or potential for it, lies in this ability to choose between good and evil. Would it be better to so limit freedom that true moral evil could not exist? That is a question which only beings like ourselves can ask and only we can answer. It is the question of whether or not existence is better than non-existence. We get to choose whether we’ll recognize and embrace the
good in life: life itself, love, kindness, beauty, health, order, knowledge, but
most of all
love- or whether we’ll embrace selfishness, nihilism, utilitarianism, pettiness, clinging to our lives here on earth which we’ll lose in the end anyway. That’s why Jesus said that in order to gain life we must be willing to lose it. For me, although the struggle is not over, it’s all worth it. People like Augustine and Aquinas gained faith by being free thinkers. The more you seek to know God-to seek understanding-to give Him the benefit of the doubt-the more He’ll reward you with faith and understanding and even direct experiences of Himself. But turning off your brain is anathema to all this. We’re supposed to use our brains -what Church teachings offer is
guidance. It requires some humility but if we truly endeavor to do this, God
will respond to it. It just so happens to be that way.
Adams problem was that he wanted to transcend even having a
choice between good and evil. By eating of the fruit, he chose to believe that he, like God, could not sin-that he was above sinning. To this day, we hate to admit our sins, let alone our capacity for sinning. Adam chose self-righteousness for us- a “man-based” righteousness instead of a God-based one. A righteousness that says, “I* can’t* be wrong”. Witness this the next time you cling to your own “rightness” even as you know you’re losing an argument. We prefer to be right. Ever wonder why?-Or what difference it could possibly make? People kill other people defending this stupid “right”. This is why Christians turn from self-centered to God-centered righteousness.-or at least this should be the reason. We can shake our fist at God but one way or the other the freedom to choose between good and evil resides within
us. Gods’ decision is already made. We obtain greatness-holiness-by deciding for ourselves.