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I-Need-Hope_2020
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Hello, I’m just curious if there are any individuals on this forum that ever felt as if they were chained down in their lives, and felt completely hopeless, but then experienced a miraculous intervention from god, and wound up having their hopes, dreams, and desires come true. I’m looking for some real life examples if you can provide them, as it would provide me with great encouragement.
My reasoning is that I feel completely chained down right now. I’d rather not go into specifics, but I feel completely stuck where I currently am in life. I’ve been stuck in my perdicament for a while now (years upon years) and I just don’t see an end in sight. This is not in reference to one particular area, but rather, everything about my life in general. I know the bible has many stories of god miraculously intervening into people’s lives and blessing them. However, it’s practically become impossible for me to physically feel as if I can be granted such a turnaround. I truly try to stay hopeful, and believe that god can bring about such a turnaround in my life at any moment. However, I am just so beat down, that I can’t physically feel that way anymore. It’s almost like a feeling of “those kinds of miracles were things that happened for other people, but its just not meant for you”. Instead, I feel like the meaning of my life has strictly become to endure pain and suffering, and that for me to even hope for turnarounds in my desired areas would almost be a form of me rejecting god’s plan for me. And, to be very clear, I’m not criticizing god if that’s the path he’s chosen for me, because I really haven’t been a good person for the majority of my life, so I pretty much deserve everything that has happened, or continues to happen, to me. That being said though, it does depress me that this is how I could conceivably feel every day for the rest of my life.
And before anyone asks, yes, I go to mass every week, pray daily, and frequent the sacraments. However, it just feels as if I’ll never be able to do enough to get to a point in my life where the turnarounds I’m looking for will occur. I just feel so powerless, because quite frankly, I am. I can’t do any more than what I’ve attempted to do. Only god himself can reach into my life and choose to change things. I’ve tried, and tried, and tried, but to no avail. That’s why I suppose I wish to hear of some real life examples of miraculous turnarounds that some of you have experienced. Therefore, if some of you can maybe share such stories, I would appreciate it.
Thanks.
My reasoning is that I feel completely chained down right now. I’d rather not go into specifics, but I feel completely stuck where I currently am in life. I’ve been stuck in my perdicament for a while now (years upon years) and I just don’t see an end in sight. This is not in reference to one particular area, but rather, everything about my life in general. I know the bible has many stories of god miraculously intervening into people’s lives and blessing them. However, it’s practically become impossible for me to physically feel as if I can be granted such a turnaround. I truly try to stay hopeful, and believe that god can bring about such a turnaround in my life at any moment. However, I am just so beat down, that I can’t physically feel that way anymore. It’s almost like a feeling of “those kinds of miracles were things that happened for other people, but its just not meant for you”. Instead, I feel like the meaning of my life has strictly become to endure pain and suffering, and that for me to even hope for turnarounds in my desired areas would almost be a form of me rejecting god’s plan for me. And, to be very clear, I’m not criticizing god if that’s the path he’s chosen for me, because I really haven’t been a good person for the majority of my life, so I pretty much deserve everything that has happened, or continues to happen, to me. That being said though, it does depress me that this is how I could conceivably feel every day for the rest of my life.
And before anyone asks, yes, I go to mass every week, pray daily, and frequent the sacraments. However, it just feels as if I’ll never be able to do enough to get to a point in my life where the turnarounds I’m looking for will occur. I just feel so powerless, because quite frankly, I am. I can’t do any more than what I’ve attempted to do. Only god himself can reach into my life and choose to change things. I’ve tried, and tried, and tried, but to no avail. That’s why I suppose I wish to hear of some real life examples of miraculous turnarounds that some of you have experienced. Therefore, if some of you can maybe share such stories, I would appreciate it.
Thanks.