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angell1
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I had to put my retired guide dog to sleep today.
some of you might remember me posting about putting down another guide dog last year, it’s been only 10 months since then.
it’s still awful the second time around, even though this one was old and it’s not a huge shock. I know the alternative would have been worse, since he had a tumor on his spleen and internal bleeding in his abdomen, which must have been pretty severe because he had gotten seriously anaemic. but it is still a horrible decision to have to make
its hard to talk to people in my real life, everyone makes it their business to either tell me, it was just a dog, get over it. or else that I’m a horrible person to decide to let them die, or don’t waste my time praying about it, or it was a waste of money to do diagnostics. which just makes everything more stressful
sorry for the vent, thanks for listening, please just pray for me
some of you might remember me posting about putting down another guide dog last year, it’s been only 10 months since then.
it’s still awful the second time around, even though this one was old and it’s not a huge shock. I know the alternative would have been worse, since he had a tumor on his spleen and internal bleeding in his abdomen, which must have been pretty severe because he had gotten seriously anaemic. but it is still a horrible decision to have to make
its hard to talk to people in my real life, everyone makes it their business to either tell me, it was just a dog, get over it. or else that I’m a horrible person to decide to let them die, or don’t waste my time praying about it, or it was a waste of money to do diagnostics. which just makes everything more stressful
sorry for the vent, thanks for listening, please just pray for me