Have I committed the unpardonable sin?

[kaity]

So I haven’t been able to feel God at all lately. I knew that talking down about him was wrong, and I wasn’t reall sure how wrong. I just felt like it was wrong. I was reading an article that went against the Bible and I was shocked. I couldn’t believe that they thought God was like this and I began questioning but quickly stopped myself and said that God is good and he helped me constantly in the past. I miss him so much and I don’t know if I committed it because I want to feel God again and feel comforted and connected to him. I miss him dearly. It gets me down to know that my sins could not of had a good repentance enough. We were close in the past and my son deprecated isn’t but I repented and stopped and I still don’t feel him. Was I even forgiven? I just want to know that I’m forgiven by God and that we are on good terms. I still pray everyday and read the Bible, even meditate and go to mass sometimes (my parents can’t drive me sometimes). I’m only 14 and I just want God to have mercy on me because I love him and I grieve his absence. I need a further detail into this sin too. Are there more parts to the unpardonable sin?

 

[Lea101]

God will forgive you, chill.

You won’t be forgiven if you die without repenting.

 

[Lea101]

You could read up on unforgivable sins. God and the church has made it clear that God will forgive all types of sins.

Unforgivable sins would prevent repentance at the moment of death. If you think God is evil and all of that, you won’t repent. Hence it’s called unforgivable.

(a very simple explanation, I’m no guy with a white collar)

 

[Vonsalza]

The unpardonable sin is the unremorseful, deliberate refusal of the Spirit of God.

If you’re here and worried about it, then you’re fine.

See your confessor and cast it aside.

 

[Herculees]

NO, you have NOT committed the UNPARDONABLE/UNFORGIVABLE sin!
You say you have repented but you do NOT say you have been to confession.
IF you haven’t confessed it in the confessional you ABSOLUTELY SHOULD!
IF you have be at peace and know God has forgiven you!

The only UNPARDONABLE/UNFORGIVABLE sin and rejection of God’s mercy!
That is because WE have FREE WILL and he will NOT take that FREE WILL
away from us. IF we reject his mercy he is UNABLE to pardon/forgive us!

 

[kaity]

Ahh thank you so much! I don’t believe God is evil, I was shocked in the moment thinking,”wait? God really like this- No he is good and he loves me. This person isn’t properly educated on the Bible and is misinterpreting.” I was concerned and thank you for your explanation. God bless!

 

[kaity]

Then again, my repentence was heart breaking and I spent an hour at 2am with my heart in pieces thinking that God can no longer help me out because I thought wrongly about him. I didn’t want to believe I was alone, and I kept thinking Im still going to read the Bible and act to please him, but what’s the point? I want his love and present and him guiding me. I realized I had worldly sorrow to an extent so I tried to calm myself down and go to bed. I was deeply crying and my heart was just sinking in pieces. I’m not sure if I made it worse by doing it but I was tired and I don’t know why but I asked God to show me any sins I don’t know if I committed so I can repent, and I went online to read some daily Bible interpretations and I clicked on the bottom link to what is the unforgivable sin and read it and I began to feel sorrow and that’s what lead to my repentence. I realize how much I took him for granted in other ways so he hid himself from me, but I realize that know and I changed myself. I’m just working on eating healthier because I love my junk food, but my body should be taken care of for God. I’ve improved, but what if my repentence is in the way of me and God? I just want to feel him again. It’s been a little over 2 months and I just want to feel him again and bond how we use to. I feel cold and like my prayers and meditation sessions aren’t being reached or acknowledged by God… I miss how things used to be.

 

[Vonsalza]

Then again, my repentence was heart breaking and I spent an hour at 2am with my heart in pieces thinking that God can no longer help me out because I thought wrongly about him.

As you’re obviously remorseful, you’ve not committed the unpardonable sin.
Those that do have hardened themselves toward God and don’t seek His forgiveness. At least, as it has been repeatedly explained to me over the decades.

I miss how things used to be.

Sometimes faith is easy. Sometimes it isn’t. For me, most of the time it isn’t.

I recall a story I heard about Saint Teresa lamenting that sometimes she felt alone and devoid of God’s presence.

If it happened to her, I imagine it can happen to pretty much anyone.

But I’d get off this “unpardonable sin” business. Your remorse is proof you’ve not committed it.

 

[kaity]

God bless you! I appreciate your responses. You reall gave me the full explanation and that I am thankful for. Have a great day!