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sadness99
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Help regarding conspiracy theories
When I was about 9, I feel into the YouTube rabbit hole or Protestant nonsense conspiracy theories. I’m 16 now, and it’s been a couple years seen I’ve seen any of them. However lately the thoughts keep coming back like what if they’re true? What if the Pope is actually antichrist? What if Disney is acty satanic, what if the world is actually flat? What if the Illuminati is real ( I know, I sound like a complete idiot ). Logically, I know it’s wrong but I get these feelings of doubt. It doesn’t help that recently I saw a picture that the Pope’s Audience Hall looks like a snake. I know that it’s most definitely a coincidence ( according to Occam’s Razor ). But what if it isn’t a coincidenc? I mean it’s pretty weird that it looks like a snake on the outside AND inside. Myabe I’m just seeing things, I don’t know. This has seriously been affecting my spiritual life as well as my mental health. I’ve been feeling a lot more I don’t know just dead. Can someone help me? Maybe there are some former conspiracy theorists out there that can help me? All help is appreciated.
When I was about 9, I feel into the YouTube rabbit hole or Protestant nonsense conspiracy theories. I’m 16 now, and it’s been a couple years seen I’ve seen any of them. However lately the thoughts keep coming back like what if they’re true? What if the Pope is actually antichrist? What if Disney is acty satanic, what if the world is actually flat? What if the Illuminati is real ( I know, I sound like a complete idiot ). Logically, I know it’s wrong but I get these feelings of doubt. It doesn’t help that recently I saw a picture that the Pope’s Audience Hall looks like a snake. I know that it’s most definitely a coincidence ( according to Occam’s Razor ). But what if it isn’t a coincidenc? I mean it’s pretty weird that it looks like a snake on the outside AND inside. Myabe I’m just seeing things, I don’t know. This has seriously been affecting my spiritual life as well as my mental health. I’ve been feeling a lot more I don’t know just dead. Can someone help me? Maybe there are some former conspiracy theorists out there that can help me? All help is appreciated.